Marshal Manson - Nickelwise

Five in the damn morning
Been too long since I woke myself up snoring
Up enough worrying myself into a mess
While replaying a life short of memories that rather repress

You call it life, I call it stress
If your thoughts are yours, then they must be the best
I hate being talented, but every now and then
I take the time to wonder if I wasn't born with it

Would I even have purpose? Every thought I have is scandalous
My brain is chaos, ain't nobody could handle this
I see sound and fourth dimensional shapes spend every day stuck in the planet of the apes
It's about facts
Nah, it's about race, it's about gender

Just ignore climate change abuse from my peers, let's incapable rage now
A crowded room feels a lot more like a cage?
If somebody looks at me the wrong way I think about it all day
Let that fester inside boil in my mind

Even if your look was innocent in benign
I still wanna rip your fucking guts out
Chew em up with my mouth, shove a spike up yourself?
Cut your body up and leave the bits around town?
I'm the clown who changed it sounds a right piss on the wall upside down
Whoa, whoa, not many people that think this way
Come with we are gonna float in this place

05:01 in the morning still trying to sleep but my mind keeps soaring
I got a lot to say and I don't know how to say it
My tongue is fucking bleeding but ya know I gotta spray it
Feeling evil is my everyday hobby at this point
Suicide can't even stop me

If you aren't called a freak, then you're doing it wrong
I killed all my bullies in the naive I'm raw
Yet we should drop less bombs and consume from more bones yes, just as long as you know that
It's wrong to move along with those speaking your mind

And speak in the mind if you got the time
Spread this rhyme so that everybody knows
You don't have to be a drone and you are your own master
But that's the fact that the church don't want you to know you're in hell right now

You don't have to go below and so you should live your life the way that you want and you can spread this message
Now that you've been sought, just speak the truth
Damn though we can look to you as a freak

Just stick up your middle finger cause your mission is complete
Even if they say you'll never go anywhere
They'll die nobody
So why should you even care?
I'm the clown who changed it sounds a right piss on the wall upside down
Whoa, whoa, not many people that think this way
Come with we are gonna float in this place