Davaun - Excuses

This goes out to everything i ever did
Never in my life needed a reason to be better than
Better check myself cause a lot of shit i never did
Master of the q&a session to divert my attention
Excuses
Useless
Confucius i am
Had an answer for it all like i was allen iverson
My answers never false but i knew i was lying
Saw a trend i truly wasn't trying
Almost convinced myself
That i ain't have a choice i had to rinse myself
Almost graduated dropped out in my fourth year
Almost hit the baddest bitch in my school my first year
Almost dropped 40 tracks that i still have now
Honestly looking back
Wow can't be mad now
I can make a valid reason not to do anything
Say that a few times sounds like settling
And i don't wanna settle
But you don't wanna meddle in my business
Put a poor show on for a minute
And i'm not sorry but i'm sorry if you witnessed
Weak side, laziness with no vision
Friends couldn't page too smart tell them nize that
And my pride went to my head, need a vise cap
Took me a while, woke up like what is this
Look myself in the mirror, n**** stop bitching
I thought it might work out
Mistakes made
There's no doubt
You ask me
It's your fault
Am i wrong?
Am i wrong

You can do
So much better when you
Put that pain in the music
Let go of the excuses

I only wanna be the best me
So let's see
If i don't fail they'll respect me
But it's messy
Cause everyone fails at something
I was dumping
Energy into an assumption and got nothing
Anything was better than failure
I thought
So if i don't try i won't get caught between a rock
And a hard place
Placed importance on my value
But the clock ticks and time is what we're bound to
So i'd stay stagnant bragging
On what i had in the bag already
Lagging behind the class
Only failed one in high school
I wasn't dumb
Teacher failed me on purpose
Made sure it stung
Wanted me to learn a lesson
But it didn't stick
Used to think i was the
Well i'm still a s***
Used to be ignorant too
Not anymore
Try to learn wherever i can
And it's not a chore
Restless nights and early mornings
In denial that the fault is mine begins to
Wire me to think it really isn't
Wild how the mind is so efficient
Why don't i just get up off my ass
I knew i didn't wanna be in class
But everyone was telling me to do it
Here we go again with the excuses

Running from some
You're still running from something
Still running from something
Let go of the excuses