To Rate★ verse 1: jelly roll ★
Every day's harder, been trying to change
But lately i really been feeling the urge
Dealing with demons, been hearing 'em speaking
And popping this shit just to deal with the nerves
And i don't know who i am anymore
Feel like the past is knocking at my door
Bound by these chains, my old habits won't let go of me
I'm somewhere between the man i was and who i wanna be
Struggle with recovery, tryna find inner peace
Tryna find a way to quit my need to feed the inner beast
And my back's against the wall
And i could lose it all
There's a freedom that's involved
Every time i fall
★ chorus: jelly roll ★
Hopeless
Why do i always feel so hopeless?
I say i love it, but it's really 'cause i need it
This addiction i keep feeding
I can't have this feeling
I know i'ma need a freedom
But i'm hopeless
Why do i always feel so hopeless?
I f*cking hate it but i feel like i can't beat it
I could fly away this evening
But i don't wanna overdose
★ verse 2: still matthews ★
Now it's four in the mornin' and i'm up here feeling lonely
Inside this f*cking head of mine and you don't even know me
I'm over you, but i ain't over you
Wake me up, i've been dreaming
In and out of love, i'm leaning
Feeling like a f*cking pea praying
A relapse just might heal me
I'm overdue, being over you
How could you love me? how can you hate me?
How come i don't give a f*ck?
Black ink on me Bup is in me
And i got one hell of a buzz
High as a f*ck, light that all up
Substance are fighting in us
Put it on you, put it on me
I'm all in, calling your bluff
★ chorus: jelly roll ★
Hopeless
Why do i always feel so hopeless?
I say i love it, but it's really 'cause i need it
This addiction i keep feeding
I can't have this feeling
I know i'ma need a freedom
But i'm hopeless
Why do i always feel so hopeless?
I f*cking hate it but i feel like i can't beat it
I could fly away this evening
But i don't wanna overdose
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