Will2Live - This place

I don’t wanna stay here not anymore
Please just go away and shut the door
So i can feel alone with out pressure
So i won’t ever feel this way again. no never
I’ll trudge on back over to that place
Don’t want people to look at my face
I sit down and everything feels weird
Sit there for a while till someone says that they forgot that i was here

I just can’t stay here not anymore
Please help me up off the floor
Cause i feel like i’m more than uselеss
Now i’m on a bus ride down to eustace
Plеase don’t let them keep me here anymore
I sit down and people all act the same
People i’ve known for years who only know my name
“hey, what’s up....” pausing to remember who i am
As they realize that they barely now who i am
But don’t care enough to actually listen
They treat me like i’ve got some kind of mental condition
They say hi but never want anything to do with me
Left all alone with fake people comforting me
It’s crazy how they will disappear so quickly
Just want some one to stay with me there
Maybe i’ll find you somewhere

Just want some one to relate to
Hopefully that person would be you
I know who you are but you don’t
Wish i could tell you but no matter how much i want to i won’t
Cause i’m too scared of how you’ll react
Don’t want to have a negative impact
But now you somehow know
Wanted to let tell you myself but that’s out the window
You’re sitting right next to me but i don’t wanna be hurt
Cause if you don’t feel the same, i’ll feel less than dirt
I don’t wanna be here anymore
Please save me from here
Please let me follow you near
There’s no other place i wanna be
Than with just you and me
But you prolly don’t feel the same
So i’ll go home and i'll feel the pain

Don’t wanna fall back on my brain
Cause it’s only making it worse
Shut up before i end up in a hearse
Flash forward and i find out you didn’t
Wish i wouldn’t have told you cause it hurt so bad
Everyone said the worst thing you could say was no
But now i’d wish that i just didn’t even know
Cause it hurt so much worse than people said it did
Everyone told me you felt the same as i did
Sitting in my room feeling useless once again
When i started writing raps with this pen
I never thought it would be used like this
In this way that explains my loneliness
But i still pretend that i’m perfectly fine
Even though you will never be mine

So i’ll talk to everyone like nothing went wrong
Make everyone think that i am strong
But i know that i'm broken inside
I feel like another part of me has died
I don't wanna be here anymore
Cause now my heart is sore
From all the hope that i'd stored up
So sore i can't even stand up
Please save me from what's lying in my mind
As it sits there telling lies and i pretend i don't mind
But pretending makes me feel useless once again
If you are coming to save me just tell me when
Cause i'm not sure how much more i can take
As i'm stuck all alone again, feeling fake
But until then i'll stay with my fear
Cause i know there's no way for me to persevere