Carlix Rin - To Have You

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When i was 18, i got my real first job
I felt like i was doing every single thing wrong
Customers came left and right
Felt like i had to close alone every night

Back then, i thought the stress would surely run me off the road
Until you came into my life
Oh, little did i know
The impact you would have on me
Meeting and loving you felt like destiny

Back then, i was with another guy
I was with another guy, but he didn't treat me right
All the sudden, you were always in my head
Always tempting me to leave him and be with you instead

There was a time where i wished that i were dead
But, i'm really really glad that i met you when i did
You pulled me out of my dark thoughts
And you taught me how to live
You taught me how to live

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Oh, i'm so **** grateful to have you in my life
You have no idea how much you really mean to me (me)
Oh, i'm so **** grateful to have you in my life
You have no idea how much you really mean to me (me)

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Don't worry, don't worry
I broke up with that other guy
Once i'd realized that i had feelings for you
I knew that cheating went against the flow
So i told him the truth, that i had to let him go

Before the end of the day, you asked if i could pick you up
I waited for a couple hours in the store parking lot
Around 7pm, you came out
This was the start of something i would never give up

I was a little self-conscious about what kind of music to play
I knew i wanted to make a good impression on you that day
We ended up stopping at the beach
Walking under the moon and stars with my hand in yours

That was when you began to teach me
What love was and that it wasn't out of my reach
You taught me anything was possible, all i had to do was try

We made it to the pier, christmas lights were up
Couples were walking near us, but we didn't give a ****
At the end of the pier, you looked into my eyes
You kissed me and the fireworks, well they just went off

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The fireworks they went off

chorus
Oh, i'm so **** grateful to have you in my life
You have no idea how much you really mean to me (me)

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Every moment with you is an adventure
Every second with you, i see my future
I picture all the things that you and i can do
I believe that there isn't a single thing we can't get through

You know me, i'm in it to the end
I'll always be here for you, even as just a friend
Yeah, so what? long distance was hard
Supposedly, we both grew apart

But, hey. if you ran away, you can always run back
And i'll be here waiting for you like you're part of my wolf pack
Like lilo & stitch both said
"ohana means nobody gets left behind or forgotten."

Even if you and i are just friends
I'm always with you until the very very end
You need a favor? that's cool. that's what friends are for
Let me know if you wanna be something more

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If you wanna be something more let me know

chorus
Oh, i'm so **** grateful to have you in my life
You have no idea how much you really mean to me (me)

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