To Rate★ chorus: hxzz ★
I'm alone and i don't know what's going on
Yeah, stuck in darkness, keep smoking till it's all gone
And i pray my momma can save me 'cause i'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that i'm not wrong
I'm alone and i don't know what's going on
Yeah, stuck in darkness, keep smoking till it's all gone
And i pray my momma can save me 'cause i'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that i'm not wrong
★ verse 1: hxzz ★
When i told her my mind is a masterpiece
When i told her my life is in jeopardy
All she said was, "it's all for the better good"
So i prayed awake, and i'm taking it all that i wish i could
'cause my heart's broken, my mind's coping
But, momma, i'm so sorry, 'cause i can't live with drama
I be smoking and doping it in my own way
Thinking how'd it go away? pull it back and call it a day
I remember back when i was 13
For the first the time i might say
I opened the doors to see him with a bruise upon my face
He's saying i tripped, confusing my lip is bleeding, i'm hit
I'm rolling a cig', i'm coming down, momma, just give me a sec' now
★ chorus: hxzz, hxzz & abbey glover ★
I'm alone and i don't know what's going on
Yeah, stuck in darkness, keep smoking till it's all gone
And i pray my momma can save me 'cause i'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that i'm not wrong
I'm alone and i don't know what's going on
Yeah, stuck in darkness, keep smoking till it's all gone
And i pray my momma can save me 'cause i'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that i'm not wrong
★ verse: abbey glover ★
The first time that i realized
It was covered in real lies
The abuse and the harsh words
Were coming through his frail eyes
I told him it wasn't fair
The darkness and the despair
For a kid to go through it all on his own, with no one there
When i asked for help, no one believed me
When i cried at night, no one could see me
I wanted to run away so many times
I wanted to see the darkness in his eyes
I couldn't have emotions, then he'd see the side of me
But then they'd burst in flames and i'd hurt everyone around me
I took the blame so momma didn't have to
Even though she hated herself for every black bruise
★ chorus: hxzz & abbey glover ★
I'm alone and i don't know what's going on
Yeah, stuck in darkness, keep smoking till it's all gone
And i pray my momma can save me 'cause i'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that i'm not wrong
I'm alone and i don't know what's going on
Yeah, stuck in darkness, keep smoking till it's all gone
And i pray my momma can save me 'cause i'm still lost
I don't wanna go back and show them that i'm not wrong
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