Rojelio Capone - DisSApointeD

★ v1 ★
They say dey hate you
-is weight of that hate dat dey spew true
Is my momma really done through with me truly i have no clue
And to my grandma
Pray heavenuh sight so that you could see my plight
I…beg for your forgiveness-put my job ovuh yuh life
I-…
Really done wonduh how i went wrong
Hopin’ hell will be my forevuh since heaven ain’t rain along
And my daddy wanting to know when i’ll visit him in dis rhyme
I’m feelin’ likuh fuckin screwup since i nevuh made da time
-why
Have i become so ballistic inside my head
-but if everybody around you is going crazy you misled
-imma fuckup
-get my luck up-prayin’ for god
-but i feel abandonment like how i turned on all of my squad-shit…
Fuck ro capone…that’s what my greatest haters sown into my head hopin’ dat im stayin’ unknown
Fuck ro capone-we’d kill yo ass if god would let us bring juice back-we write that shit in stone

★ hook ★
How could i…ever seen tuh fuckin understand
How could i….ever seem to grow up like a man
-but if heaven and hell exist then surely i will meet my end cause if heaven and hell exist then i’ll burn to pay for my sins

★ bridge ★
I nevuh was da best brothuh
-truly nevuh da best lovuh
So to my formuh fiancé sorry but you cheated fuckuh
To my mothuh ruby stupid in me nevuh seen truly- you cared
-prepared us sinnuhs dinnuhs on da days you couldn’t be there
-and if i could evuh share
-my wealth like grandma there
-den i would make it rain generational wealth so fair
And if you don’t hear this song
-i pray you pass it on
-yes you who listening let my story rewrite my rongs

★ v2 ★
So all my life people harassed me
-den ask me if they could unmask me
-wonderin’ why i nevuh speak you’ll learn that lastly
-if you have seen the shit i seen
-and been demeaned like i have bean (been)…
-you’d stay livin in fear-despisuh world that lied to me
-been picked on, kicked on, chewed on since only da age of five
-child abuse runnin’ rampant wonderin’ how i could survive
-if i could fly i’d be uh buttuhfly tuh fly from pain
-jumped on by bullies from 6-8 how it could stain my brain…
At 8 i went to church felt god abandoned me in dirt
-seekin’ salvation but members only cause me hurt
-only cause me pain
-only cause me strain
-only cause me trouble
Why should i even speak if i’ll end up in fuckin’ rubble
-feelin trouble-double betrayed by lessons i learned at five
If you saw through my eyes then surely you would fuckin’ cry..
And if you think that phrase a lie then i would rather die..
Because you part of da reason dis world remains as i

★ hook ★
Sorry i let all my people down (shit)
-i’m
Sorry i couldn’t withstand my ground
-but if heaven and hell exist then surely i will meet my end cause if heaven and hell exist then i’ll burn to pay for my sins