J Reno - Can't Get Em Out

★ chorus: j reno ★
I know this pain won't go away
Inside of my head these demons stay
All the evil things these demons say
They're in my head, they're in my head, i can't get 'em out
I know this pain won't go away
Inside of my head these demons stay
All the evil things these demons say
They're in my head, they're in my head, i can't get 'em out

★ verse 1: j reno ★
My heart is pure but my brain is contaminated
Evil thoughts run around and i can't contain it
This tainted hatred thoughts of death
And it's the only way that i can get 'em off my chest
I'm awfully stressed thinking nonstop i need rest
I'm a mess if i can see the best then i'll be blessed
But i get a black cloud and walk around depressed
No ammo to ward off the demons in my head
They fill my mind with thoughts that i don't want to live
Drain me to the point where i don't got nothing to give
The only thing that keep me stable my wife and my kids
Without them my soul will be sucked in the abyss
The demons won't quit they're building insecurities
Deterring me from finding a reason to push it further
We suffer alone, inside my mind is a lonely place
Sometimes i feel there is only pain, no escape

★ chorus: j reno ★
I know this pain won't go away
Inside of my head these demons stay
All the evil things these demons say
They're in my head, they're in my head, i can't get 'em out
I know this pain won't go away
Inside of my head these demons stay
All the evil things these demons say
They're in my head, they're in my head, i can't get 'em out

★ verse 2: j reno ★
I try to clear my mind but to no avail
A hopeless hail mary pass but there's no one there
We often think nobody care but they're not aware
So we suffer in silence, the world, it is not prepared
To understand the imbalance of the brain
To sit under rain clouds on the sunniest day
When i speakin' on the demons and speakin' on the bible
I'm talkin' bout a mental battlefield that's inside you
Always see positive, it's hard here
Negativity seem to run the yard here
No calm here, can't seem to see beyond here
Sometimes i wonder if i'm meant to be on here
I want to feel alright, my thoughts won't let me do it
I got this bottle and it's bagged to help me get through it
I know what i'm capable of and yet i feel useless
All the downs pullin' me back, i gotta keep it moving

★ chorus: j reno ★
I know this pain won't go away
Inside of my head these demons stay
All the evil things these demons say
They're in my head, they're in my head, i can't get 'em out
I know this pain won't go away
Inside of my head these demons stay
All the evil things these demons say
They're in my head, they're in my head, i can't get 'em out

★ verse 3: j reno ★
Every day i battle my demons
It don't mean they're not there just because you can't see 'em
Every doubt, every bit of envy that you ever felt
Every debt in your coffin is that you can live without
Every moment you hesitated and nerves got the best of you
Every second you second guess yourself dammit to you
People tryna get it through your head until they sick of you
Thoughts are like vultures, they swarm and they pick at you
Whatever they can get from you, then they leavin'
And every time it happens, you left behind in pieces
Doctors quick to dish a script i can't eat this
Three times in a day and the demons will cease with
The constant decay, spirit and well being
I'll feel good on a day that hell's freezing
Every day i wake up in search of my meaning
My heart is the only thing i have, it has no beating

★ chorus: j reno ★
I know this pain won't go away
Inside of my head these demons stay
All the evil things these demons say
They're in my head, they're in my head, i can't get 'em out
I know this pain won't go away
Inside of my head these demons stay
All the evil things these demons say
They're in my head, they're in my head, i can't get 'em out