Quavø The $auce God - Who The Fuck Am I?

★ part 1 ★
And people think
Quavø the $auce god is just
A character that i play
When in reality
I think he’s actually me
But at the same time
I feel like i gotta put on a facade
Just to hold that image
I honestly don’t know who i am
So can you please just tell me…
What am i
Why the hell am i alive
Not an angel
Not a demon
I didn’t know since i was semen
Everything was really seeming
Like everything is a dream and
I keep putting on my happy face
And acting like i love this place
What the fuck am i supposed to be right before i’m dead
What the hell do i have to achieve right before the end
I feel like the devil but my angel said i’m heaven sent
I feel like an angel but you’ll never get me to repent
Sacrifice three blind mice
Tell me will it make a difference
I don’t know my true self
Cuz i just have too many visions
I feel like i’m two-faced
Pacifist then feeling bolder
Got a halo on my head
And got a devil on my shoulder
What the fuck am i
Tell me what the fuck am i
Tell me what am i supposed to be
I don’t know what i’m supposed to be
Let the world take over me
I had to discover me
Before i could be happy
I had to gain love for me
I couldn’t help but hate myself
Finding ways to love myself
Finding ways to kill the pain
Know my name but not my brain
Socio- i feel insane
Hide my scars but feel the same
I am not a saint and i’ll never be a sinner
But inside this game of like i will never be a winner
So tell me who the hell i’m supposed to be
Tell me who the hell i’m supposed to be
Tell me who the hell i’m supposed to be
Tell me who the hell i’m supposed to be
Just tell me who the hell-
Just tell me who the hell-
Just tell me who the hell-
Just tell me who the hell-
I just realize
I never explained what this song was about
Hold on
Lemme switch my voice up

★ part 2 ★
Okay so
Lately
I been struggling with figuring out
Who the hell i am
So i’m just gonna rap about it
Here we go

So i had another existential crisis
Tryna figure out who the hell i’m supposed to be
Here i go again, going through a metamorphosis
I have to evolve just to open up my eyes and see
Figure out identity
Question masculinity
Don’t fear femininity
Maybe i’m supposed to be
Yet another asshole
Pissing people off while i’m smoking from a green bowl
While bitches give me top
Or maybe i’m supposed to be the nigga that relatable
Talking bout depression to to make you niggas comfortable
Think i knew my purpose but it never goes as planned
Everytime you feed me imma bite your fucking hand
Stop telling me lies
Let me know why i’m alive
Tell me why i’m here on earth
What’s the purpose of my birth
Am i just another human in a this fucking simulation
Or am i just fucking losing it cuz i do feel sensation
Of the dopamine that i deserve
From all the lessons i have learn
Why am i not satisfied
A better version, i have tried
And yet i feel so stupified
Every truth i hold is lied
I don’t know why i have pride
Don’t know i am inside
*cough*
Sorry i’m high as fuck right now
I’m just going through another
Mental breakdown
Hold on
Let me take another fucking hit
*inhales*

★ part 3 ★
*loud ass weed cough*
Oh fuck
The song’s not over?
Are you fucking serious
Uh
A’ight then
I got more that i need to say anyways

I don’t know who the fuck i am
But i don’t have amnesia
Search the wikipedia
They say i’m a singer
But my friends say i’m a rapper
I will beat your fucking ass
Then cry about after
Am i soft
Am i hard
Am i just a retard
Am i black
Am i white
Am i dim
Am i bright
What the fuck am i supposed be
“i think you said that already”
Then answer me
Or comfort me
Don’t just stand there, do something
Hate on me, i deserve it
Loving me, i just earned it
Take my past and fucking burn it
Can’t escape, i fucking yearn it
Am i quavø or ty
Do i wanna fucking die
Tell me how the fuck to feel
Losing touch of what is real
What is real, what is real in my eyes
Who i am, who i am in my eyes
What is real, what is real in my eyes
Who i am, who i am in my eyes
Tell me now, tell me now before i die
Hear me out, hear me out before you lie
Fly me out, fly me out into the sky
Maybe now, maybe now i’m not the guy
That you niggas wanna hate, i can’t be the one you love
Guess that’s never gonna happen, i’m the one you people heard of
Maybe i should become
What you niggas say i am
Maybe i will feel in touch with who the fuck i really am
And maybe you love me, yuh
But all you niggas hate me, fuck
And maybe you love me, yuh
But all you niggas hate me, fuck

★ part 4 ★
I mean
To be fair
Shouldn’t you not give a fuck
What people think of you
I mean either way you’re still gonna be you
You know what nigga?
You’re actually right
Man i’m quavø the fucking $auce god
Can’t nobody tell me shi-

Angel or a demon, either way i fucking go to hell
Demons in my ear, but i’m listening to heavens bells
Come with me, help me to discover my identity
Run with me, it don’t matter if you call me q or t
Oh look at you
Are you approaching
Please don’t look at me
Unless you fuck with me
Unless you wanna fuck me
I’ll blow ya back out
I’ll let you smoke a doobie
Until you black out
Oh please forgive me
I’m feeling sleazy
Nah scratch that
I’m feeling breezy
And i don’t fuck with you
Cuz ur too easy
I may not know you
But now i know me
Bitch i am an asshole
I’ll fuck you in yo asshole
I’m an intellectual
I’m an individual
Hit you with the fucking poll
Teaching bitches how to roll
Never doing what i’m told
Diggers digging for my gold
I know that you bitches are really really pissed off
Imma take your fucking tears and use it just to jack off
I’mma cut you open, use your body just to get me off
Bitch you know i’m joking, i’m just tryna piss you niggas off
All you mothafuckas better fucking know my name
When i’m done getting bans, imma take the rap game
All you pussy niggas soft, all you pussy niggas lame
Bitch i know who i am, i don’t need the fucking fame
You don’t know who i am, bitch you thought this was a game
Next time you fucking step to me you’ll never be the same
Cuz the world made me like this, who am i to blame
So fuck you and fuck the world, i fucked it till i came
This started off as a fucking sad song
Cuz i couldn’t tell you niggas if i’m right or if i’m wrong
Cuz i had some bad thoughts but they didn’t last long
Now let me keep rapping bout how my dick long
I got bbc, big ass meat
Bring a bitch right or her feet
When yo bitch look at me
My dick make her so happy
She told me you had a chode
Little nigga, hit the road
Got yo bitches feeling bold
Sucking on this dick she rode
So you can talk shit but i know who i am
So you can talk shit but i know who i am
So you can talk shit cuz i know who i am
So you can talk shit bitch i know who i am

*clears throat*
Shit
Is this thing on?
Mic check one two
Alright
You guys can hear me?
Alright cool
Hello my name is quavø the $auce god
I’m 19 years old, i’m 5’11 3/4
And i’m a sagittarius
So the next time i’m do some fucked up shit
And yo goofy ass asks me
Who the hell i think i am
You know the answer
Have a nice
I love you all
And fuck yo pussy ass opinion
Deuces nigga