BarryAuto (Rap) - Silent Tears

★ intro ★
Ayo ran, turn that up

★ chorus ★
Why the fuck you never told me you was done? (you was done)
You just kept playin' with my heart and now my feelin's numb (my feelin's numb)
I drink patrón straight out the bottle, and i'm feelin' sum' (i'm feelin' sum')
I threw a party, i said "only real niggas come" (real niggas come)
But i'm the only one showed
Ptsd when i'm in traffic, i still ride for my bro (ty)
Cover my ears to all the cappin' and the lies that you told (bitch)
Look at the guys that i chose, you see the eyes that i froze (froze)
And everyday i pray to god i hope i die with my soul (oh, no, no)

★ verse ★
Can't lie, i cried when i heard 'bout my sister (yeah)
But my girl held me in her arms and told me "better coming" (better coming)
Had to fix shit with you all the time then find a better woman (better woman)
'cause we both still growin', and we both still learnin'
How the fuck i'm trapped out in the ocean, but the bro still burnin' (no, no, no)
Swear, i'm stuck inside my thoughts, i'm distant from reality (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I might break down into tears if you tell me you proud of me (ty)
Ty, yeah

★ bridge ★
I got people in my ear to tell me "keep on goin'" (keep on goin')
But demons in my head that's sayin' "end it all"
I'm hard to love, so i thank the people still involved (ty)
They think i'm numb 'cause i hate the show but they play it off

★ chorus ★
Why the fuck you never told me you was done? (you was done)
You just kept playin' with my heart and now my feelin's numb (now my feelin's numb)
I drink patrón straight out the bottle, and i'm feelin' sum' (i'm feelin' sum')
I threw a party, i said "only real niggas come" (real niggas come)
But i'm the only one showed
Ptsd when i'm in traffic, i still ride for my bro (ty)
Cover my ears to all the cappin' and the lies that you told (bitch)
Look at the guys that i chose, you see the eyes that i froze (froze)
And everyday i pray to god i hope i die with my soul

★ outro ★
No, no, no (yeah)
No, no
Ty
Free me