TopazFuq - tourmaline crimes
You're not the goddess i thought i knew
Left my text on read and you left my trust on snooze
Left me with the scars you made to give someone abuse
My heart is like a bomb and my knife lights the fuse
I just wanted to appease, but my screams are left mute
Crazy how i'm onyx and yet you wear that tourmaline
Around your neck, wish you would cut the shit and come clean
Every time i see you, i lose count of the timеs
You used my body like a toy, come clеan to your crimes!
You found it in me to find the worst in yourself
Tired of my insides so you put me on the shelf
Leave me be in my restless state so i can weep
Maybe when you are gone i won't be touched in my sleep
There was one time when we were happy together
You, two, were my angel as i shed my feathers
It only look you three months to decide my fate
Sadly, four you, i would do anything i hate
Five months go by and i notice that something is wrong
Six slashes on my arms as i tough it out and stay strong
Seven years from now and i'll still think of you
And the lies you hid behind those beautiful blues
Crazy how i'm onyx and yet you wear that tourmaline
Around your neck, wish you would cut the shit and come clean
Every time i see you, i lose count of the times
You used my body like a toy, come clean to your crimes!
You found it in me to find the worst in yourself
Tired of my insides so you put me on the shelf
Leave me be in my restless state so i can weep
Maybe when you are gone i won't be touched in my sleep
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