​elliebell - Dec 03 2021

I find myself on the floor
A moment between your voices
Escape from a paradigm where i
Have trouble reaching anything anymore
And as you told me where i belong
Thrown towards you, an exit out of sight
Know that i've laid here far too long
Recontextualize "all right"

Concurrence impossible still
I'm drowning in your transience
A descriptor i find so often
At times it can hurt
At times it’s relieving
But i don't wanna go back

I couldn't help but be
One who’ll cave in
To your mitigating promise
I couldn’t help but be
One who’ll cave in
To your recurrent cycles

Oh oh oh
Well, it's pouring over
Oh oh oh
Ill give some credit to myself
Oh oh oh
Getting hard to duck and cover
Oh oh oh
From what i've been hanging to since last december
It seems pathetic, i'm aware
I see myself more than you ever have
You're weaker still, break down on your way over
I just want to go home

Oh oh oh
I feel i'm fading, dying
Oh oh oh
But at least it's something new
Oh oh oh
Well, it's pouring over
Oh oh oh
But at least it's something new
How did it end up this way?
I'll run from every embrace if i don't know your motive
I'll try to go to bed today
Is this all human or a sharpened habit?
But i'll still be here more
Might as well make peace with your voice in my head
Can't help but lock my door
Clinging as tight as i can

(i do have feelings. when i listen they remind me what's important.)