Tally Spear - Death Anxiety

In my head i know exactly what i want to say (so say it)
Keep falling back into a game that i don’t wanna play (still play it)
I’m so obsessed with not wasting time
I’m stuck here again and i don’t know why

I’m falling back into the sidelines
I just wanna be at the front and centre
Never gonna win if i don’t try
But they love to see me lose
I’ll tell you again
I’m barely alive not living the dream
I thought i knew better
Death anxiety is killing me
I thought i knew better
I want it all and i’ll take it all and i’ll have it all
Death anxiety is killing me
Yeah i thought i knew bеtter

I know i’m addicted to things that aren’t doing mе good
I wanna speak but i hate feeling misunderstood
Don’t know how much time i got
I’ll pay whatever it costs
Till they’ll be saying my name (say my name)

I’m falling back into the sidelines
I just wanna be at the front and centre
Never gonna win if i don’t try
But they love to see me lose
I’ll tell you again

I’m barely alive not living the dream
I thought i knew better
Death anxiety is killing me
I thought i knew better
I want it all and i’ll take it all and i’ll have it all
Death anxiety is killing me
I thought i knew better
I see red
When you say that i’m not good enough
Think of death
Every time i feel like giving up
Want me dead
But you get what i give
So fucking listen up
Yeah listen up

I see red
When you say that i’m not good enough
Think of death
Every time i feel like giving up
Want me dead
But you get what i give
So fucking listen up
Yeah listen up

I’m barely alive not living the dream
I thought i knew better
Death anxiety is killing me
I thought i knew better
I’m barely alive (am i good enough)
Thought i knew better
Barely alive
Get what i give so fucking listen up (listen up)
I’ll tell you again
I’m barely alive not living the dream
I thought i knew better
Death anxiety is killing me
I thought i knew better
I thought i knew better