Cavasoul - please love me, i’m trying my hardest
I ripped out the pages that reminded me of her
I know that i hate myself, don't need to see the words
I remember i had blamed myself for every time she hurt herself
It happened with the first, but with the second it was worse
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The deeper cut, my feet are stuck and sink into the earth
I'll never be good enough, that's something i have learned
Crazy how the coldest pеrson left me with thesе burns
And then in my time to heal it's like there's people taking turns
Just to slow down my progress
I convinced myself that everybody is dishonest
I am no exception, broken hearts and broken promises
Follow me, traumatic memories are always haunting me
Don't pick up the blame to pour it onto me
Like i always do, i'm not mad at you
Because i been moving on and showing gratitude
I been smoking, tryna fix my shitty attitude
Numbing any feeling in my body through and through
And my memories are lacking any detail
So i know that it's working
I got a woman that i love and treats me better for certain
But the anticipation of finding what's under the surface
It fucking kills me, but more because she doesn't deserve it
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So love me
Tell me that i'm pretty, know i'm needy
But i need it 'cause i feel so goddamn ugly
I hate the attention, then as soon as it is gone
I feel like not a single person cares about me
I fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
'cause i can't control my anxiety
I'm selfish but i'd do anything that you need me to
Oh the irony
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Oh the irony, oh the irony
Oh the irony
I wanna live with you
But will you die with me?
I spend this time with you
And if it's wasted then
That's fine with me
I wanna cherish it
I wanted you to know
That you can cry to me
Oh the irony
I wanna live with you
But will you die with me? (will you die with me?)
I spend this time with you
And if it's wasted then
That's fine with me (that's fine with me)
I wanna cherish it
I wanted you to know
That you can cry to me (you can cry to me)
And i hope you stay
For a little while
Take your time to leave (take your time to leave)
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So love me
Tell me that i'm pretty, know i'm needy
But i need it 'cause i feel so goddamn ugly
I hate the attention, then as soon as it is gone
I feel like not a single person cares about me
I fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
'cause i can't control my anxiety
I'm selfish but i'd do anything that you need me to
Oh the irony
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Cavasoul - know better
{chorus: cavasoul} I know that i know better than trusting in your love It'll bring me down completely until i'm one with the mud It's a poison slowly killing
Cavasoul - the sun is setting faster than my eyes can adjust to the brightness
{verse 1} (godlow on the track) Yeah these streets in the dark are getting way too familiar I been on my own a couple months feels like a million years Sometimes i feel
Cavasoul - i wanna go home
{chorus} I don't wanna be here, yea i just wanna go home People all around and yet i'm feelin' so alone Start conversations, i just walk away I don't
Cavasoul - i would tell you not to leave but i don't want you to feel pressured to love me
{intro} {?} Just to feel your touch Then i open up Then you break me down And you turn around Just to fall for someone else (someone else)
Cavasoul - apologies
{pre-chorus} Half of my life been apologies Whether it's earned or not I know that people that stay in my life Are the only ones that i want Man i'm so sick
Cavasoul - avocado toast
{verse} First time hand-in-hand, picked a movie, watched it Had a lot of good days, but none of 'em can top it Usually would wear my heart out on my sleeve But
Cavasoul - im sorry
{verse 1: cavasoul} I hope we stay together Even when we fall apart When you tell me that you hate me It's like a knife right through my heart I don't know
Cavasoul - FlowersInTheMud
{Verse} Rips up in my jeans, crooked smile with yellow teeth Knots up in my hair collecting strands that have been deceased Some lines are like puzzles, just like the looks I
Cavasoul - vile
{Verse} All you pussies piss me off Urinal stalls and alpha dogs Harder than sasquatch and all the bedrock While I'm selling auctions On and off I often need a
Cavasoul - last night i had a nightmare
{verse 1} I don't wanna go to sleep and waste my time to be awake Only time i feel of use is when i'm with you in the day Cherish every single moment 'fore you
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