Blackedy - In My Head

In my head i be thinking bout shit when i'm all on my lone
Swear i seen the worst shit on my phone
Had to turn of the lights and i hop in the booth do my best when i get in my zone
Turn my back to the niggas who doubted me, i can't see like i'm wearing vlone
Only loved one girl in my life
Cuz these thotties be doing me wrong
So i put all my pain in my song
Do you love me cuz i got a million streams or is it cuz my money long
Tell me now am i right or wrong
Cuz i'm tired of wasting my time my time been wasted for too damn long
I be rapping to deal with depression
And i took alot of damn risks never took a l only took a lesson
Only 17 years old what i look like sitting here and stressing
Bout a thot
Cuz i'm way to damn young to really care if she love me or not
(nigga)

I be overthinking bout some shit my brain really jus be in a hearse
I might catch feelings right before you but you gotta say you love me first
Lately i been dealing with the worst
But i always bounce right back yeah i'm never stuck never in the (dirt?)
I don't really know what love is, but i feel like i'm too young to care
On ten toes i'm always aware
Why you ❲?❳ to my face i bet you gon' give me that same blank stare
I been glanced at my whole life so now when i do it i will not care
If you give you my heart then why you not giving me yours that shit not fair
Imma slide that nigga til i'm dead in that grave
And these thotties they only want dick and money unless they'll never behave
And if you don't give it they act out
I remember all them damn days i was giving in used to black out
Blackout ❲?❳ tap out
Walk into the store take a rack out, cuz i cope like that
And they say that money the root of all evil and shit
Hit from the back and she (sing?) like a ❲?❳ and shit
I deal with the pain like i'm stuck with a needle and shit
Feel like kyle richh ❲?❳ with me
And i know i really want a friend (jodie?) one of the brothers that close to me
I'm a real nigga til i die cuz that's what i really done chose to be
What i be ❲?❳ baby let's hope (i see?)
I just feel like the chosen one cuz god really done chosen me
(that's a fact)

I be overthinking bout some shit my brain really jus be in a hearse
I might catch feelings right before you but you gotta say you love me first
Lately i been dealing with the worst
But i always bounce right back yeah i'm never stuck never in the (dirt?)
I don't really know what love is, but i feel like i'm too young to care
On ten toes i'm always aware
Why you ❲?❳ to my face i bet you gon' give me that same blank stare
I been glanced at my whole life so now when i do it i will not care
If you give you my heart then why you not giving me yours that shit not fair
(if you give you my heart then why you not giving me yours that shit not fair)
(if you give you my heart then why you not giving me yours that shit not fair)