​finn lune - ​beginning of the end

★ verse 1 ★
Let’s get it shaking, these verses i spit are sacred
Killing every song i’m on, murder beats i feel like i'm jason
Built myself from the ground up, i feel like tyler i created
My own space and now i value time that i used to be wasting
Beginning of the end, i’m finally myself again
I don’t feel like i’m gon' lose my friends or maybe end up dead
My middle name is matt, i knew i’d be a champion
If i’m ever having doubts, i numb it down with novocaine
My clothes arе thrifted, i value the cash i'm givеn
I'm a chicken, acting pussy for no reason, like a kitten
I been winning, but was losing for the years that i been living
Not forgiven but i learnt to come terms with all my bitchin'
I learnt to come to terms with my mistakes and my past
And i finally understand my influence and impact
I hurt people and then hurt people hurt more people
Reverse cycle, was entitled for a while 'till it's lethal (yeah)

★ bridge ★
Can’t seem to let go of my dirty past
I did some things that now i never can
And i know nobody perfect, i know better than that
And i agree and know someday i’ll be a better man
So maybe one day it won’t feel like the end
It won't feel like i got new ones when i lose my old friends
I’m not bulletproof, wish i was the 9th track on the bends
So if they seeing me in public, they can go shoot me dead

★ verse 2 ★
And i’ll be lying in my blood, face-plant in the mud
Whatever gives you closure, i’ll give you if it’s enough
Go call out my bullshit and go call out all my bluff
'cause i used to lie a lot was always acting like i'm tough
But i’m puny and i’m small, and i know i don’t got balls
So if you say something to me i’ll probably cry when i get home
And i know for a fact because i have done that shit before
I can’t apologize for nothing so instead i write poems
That’s the way i cope, i might just drink 'till i choke
Or maybe sing a fucking song or find a fag i can smoke
Or maybe spend all of my money 'till i go fucking broke
Or maybe talk a bunch of shit till i regret that i spoke

★ chorus ★
No, i won’t do that shit, but that’s the way it is
It’s a new beginning, beginning of the end
No, i won’t do that shit, but that’s the way it is
It’s a new beginning, beginning of the end