K-Boyd - Rain II

(verse 1)

I'm walking in the rain because i'm in pain
'cause of my life in general
The main thing is that someone died in my family
That i had to attend a funeral in montana
I didn't gain more happiness 'cause i was never happy in life
'cause i'm not fine
Several times, i was drained as i described it when i needed help
'cause i was thinking of overdosing on cocaine
Or drive onto a power pole
Or use a chemical to make myself dizzy
Thеn i realized i needed hеlp from friends and family
I don't want to complain but sometimes i think about using a knife
But then
I really needed to move on and maintain real life in time
Like i can't leave everyone yet

(hook)

I'm in the rain once again
Because i'm in pain
That my happiness drained
Because my mom's passing occurred
Like do i deserve this pain as i explained?
Nah
I really want to smoke blunts like a strain at least
To ease up the pain
Then again, i walk in the rain at night
So i can fight these demons
Like get out of my brain motherfuckers
(verse 2)

One thing i hate is when these people fake friended me
How many times have they done it
Like more than eight as they take some trust away?
Fuck no
They've done it straight up more than a dozen like they can't catch a break?
'cause the war has begun as they created it but they made a mistake
Sometimes, i want to use a gun to await my achiness
But i really wanted to have fun in a great state to be awake
But nope
I have none of that as i wanted to partake of being a loser
A month ago, i relate all the shit
That people have gone through from being blamed
To be punched as they dictate me but i shouldn't be afraid
'cause i should confront some motherfuckers

(hook)

I'm in the rain once again
Because i'm in pain
That my happiness drained
Because my mom's passing occurred
Like do i deserve this pain as i explained?
Nah
I really want to smoke blunts like a strain at least
To ease up the pain
Then again, i walk in the rain at night
So i can fight these demons
Like get out of my brain motherfuckers
(verse 3)

My time on rap did go for 4 years just for me to reach this far
But at these times, i'm in tears for each month
'cause of 2023's worst times as it appears that i've been into deeper stuff
Shit can get intense sometimes as i fear which i'd say some things
'cause i don't say "i'm fine" 'cause some don't want me to disappear
As i need to teach some people
Is it 'cause i need to show a sign that my friends need to hear each time?
I was in decline after burnt up & 16
Then i reappeared 5 months later after "the return of apt. 164"
For personal reasons, i'd say i almost reassigned my rap career
'cause i nearly was in a dark place and then...

(hook)

I'm in the rain once again
Because i'm in pain
That my happiness drained
Because my mom's passing occurred
Like do i deserve this pain as i explained?
Nah
I really want to smoke blunts like a strain at least
To ease up the pain
Then again, i walk in the rain at night
So i can fight these demons
Like get out of my brain motherfuckers