Mx - Crash & Burn

Cough cough
Scribbling on paper

Wake up every day
Like I know it’s my last
I’m in a place in the world
Where the people are plastic
Need to find a new home
New goals
Need to find another new way
Just to run a lil faster
I’m after
Another new way just to crash and burn
Tear it all down
Put the ash in urns
I’m in a permanent hole
One of my concerns
Is that I’ll turn into
Something that I never had to earn

All of the misery
Sympathy gets in the way
Of the truth
And the only consistency
Simply is to move on
And evеntually
Become a tool
Becomе a fool
Fill up a glass and I’ll drink till it’s empty
I don’t want more
Cause then I can’t see
What’s gotten inside of me
It’s getting violent in here
A storm brewing up right beside of me
And this how it go
Snakes in the grass
Wanna get you down bad
Cause they know what you have
And know you don’t know
Gotta move fast
If you want it to last
Back in the past
Is the same as the moment
I’m hoping and praying that time will pass
Open the lens of my looking glass
See a display of a thousand masks
Right out in the open

I don’t wanna go fast
Just to crash and burn
I let time the time just pass
But it never worked
Put on my mask
Just to hide the hurt
It works, I’m gettin nervous
When I realize that it’s a fact
I smoke to numb the pain
But then it came back
Attacking the same way
That It came to be that
I’ll look you right in your face
You’ll see my eyes turn black
Imagine things unseen
That make the seen turn back
I never turn back to emotions
Stay in motion
Why ya think I need to stay a lil bit focused
Never know what say
My thoughts get a little deranged
When I’m smokin
I been stuck in a cage that I can’t even open
I’m hoping for a little bit of change
But don’t know if ima show it

Take it a little more slowly

Hopefully
There’ll be no worry
If I go and take a step back
Socially
Think it’s so funny
When a fool don’t know how to act
It’s past me, don’t ever ask me
If I’m ever gonna wanna relax
Im in a bad scene, nobody has seen
Light flashing
To late, if I wanna repent

I don’t wanna go fast
Just to crash and burn
I let time the time just pass
But it never worked
Put on my mask
Just to hide the hurt
It works, I’m gettin nervous
When I realize that it’s a fact
I smoke to numb the pain
But then it comes back
Attacking the same way
That It came to be that
I’ll look you right in your face
You’ll see my eyes turn black
Imagine things unseen
That make the seen turn back
You never said goodbye
I never even left
When you think about time
You realize it’s a guess
I guess I’ll give it a try
And try one last breath
Don’t try to take me back
And that’s my last request

Ima crash and burn