Cole Myer - Jukebox

Cole, you have the energy

When i get my women together we look like the brady bunch
I'm going back to the future, my haircut a mullet, i look the 80s cut
I ain't want no amg, when i get a little money i buy sum affordable
When i got the kia brought a bag of cash and i paid it all in full
Listen, elephant man at the bottom of the ocean talking to a barnacle
It's a good time, not a long time cause one day we all gotta go
I had to get it off my chest, i'm sorry, somethings you just gotta know
When i tell my kids stories bout my life they gon be like "dad you remarkable"

I be talking to god like damn new pope
He be talking back with the blessings he show
I just wanna rap til i can't then i won't
Everybody sleeping on me now like stay woke
I had to give up when i lost all hope
I see you got a bag, everyone knows it's a hoax
I'm bringing funk back to this shit like the strokes

It's my fault what i did, i deserve what i did
Yeah, you get what you get, you deserve what you get
I wish i could take it all back but i can't forget
There's some shit that you did that i just can't forgive
I'm tryna steer clear, it's been hard to live
My life gets easier when you are not a part of it
I feel ashamed at the fact my heart got turned to bits
The coldest kiss i ever had, it's hard to reminisce
I'm not sorry, had to clear out boxes, inventory
I see your phone on dnd but you choose to ignore me
I guess i'll just be alone, won't see you in the morning
I be out my mind, or else the rain be pouring
I can't see shit, jesus gotta take the wheel
I went from rapping about the jungle to being in my feels
They told me that i gotta take my time and gotta heal
Forgive me for the times for when i never kept it real

It's my fault i keep going back to bad habits
Too many hats out the, pft, picked a bad rabbit
I see my dreams in my mind, well i gotta grab em
I'm the type to confuse the akinator with aladdin
Suga sean couldn't beat me if he fucking tried
Recently he might whip my ass, i'm fat and fried
In the thrift store i'ma negotiate the price
When i get rich i will not be rocking ice
When i go in public gotta wear a ghillie suit
It was supposed to be me and you at jiffy lube
Playing jazz on the jukebox, mississippi blues
Show it to me if you mean that it's just me and you
Only people in my life, my day ones
So don't speak up i prefer if you just say none
You don't sit in silence, you just stand and play dumb
You see everything i do, i'm doing what i can
What do i say? i tell 'em all it's part of the plan
Blue collar, laying down bricks, i got black hands
Ak-47 spraying to afghans
Ain't that backwards, we need a real life batman
I told her i can't help you, matter fact i can't breathe
I get claustrophobic and you don't leave air for me
It ain't gon' get better than me, you got free therapy
Ima send you an invoice later, i can't have a no contact breach (amen)
They telling brother cole he gotta preach
I don't know how, the lessons that i've learned i can't teach
It's hard to draw conclusions like "i know it's out my reach"
I need to win a large amount of money from mr. beast
In the most rigorous maze, i complete
You could put me in a pit of flames i'll still compete
They keep on walking over me, i stop the stampede
After everything that happen you don't miss me
You just a place to go where you don't feel alone
You just want a place to go where you can feel at home
So you mislead me again and you say it's on
Tryna play yo real life like the game of thrones

Expectations beat reality just for the moment
I'm a hopeless romantic turned to tortured poet
Deleted hinge, tinder, and bumble, my love life's hopeless
You went without me, i predict you coming back, i know it
I went the other way but i still need some more distance
It gets hard to flex when all you got is poor riches
I'll do everything i can to have it heard so listen
Always did it by myself i don't need no assistance
I had to learn to give it up i don't need my persistence
Or at least refocusing energy from where it's missing
Lobotomize my mind so i forget bout her existence
You can take me in i'm folding up with no resistance