​tigerstar - Tape20

Did you know?
I put it on your favorite tv show
You watch and then you're changing
I back off because you love to see things that are violent
Didn't i break, i didn't break the repeating cycle i'm in

Shoved in a shell
If i don't get out myself
It's hard 'cus i can't seem to follow
Even idiots seem to know
On our break, i recommend
You try to save what you would've spent
I can't look at what you sent me
I would break but you'd just bend

Pseudonym for when you start typing in anonymous forums
You like to take the opportunity to weigh all of the options
Price is down in value, but you sell it like it's brand new
You won't stop the enemies on your own

I thought you
Wouldn't put on empty performances
You're stun locked in the camera when i take pictures of you
I thought you would play along
My expectation is you'd want me, but you don't
Why would you want me when i'm used?
Oh, i'm scratching raw
It's the sensation that's too much
Especially when i'm already afraid
You, i'd like to save
In an irreparable kind of state
You, i'd like to save
A non-refundable type of aid
You, i'd like to thank
You filmed the twenty that's on the tape
Hard to be genuine so i fade
I don't love anything anyway

Healing, a failing effort
Right back to leaning
Head forward on the dashboard, the subtle sound
I can't shake the feeling that its gonna be a bad day
Didn't want to, i didn't want to forget the promise we made
Shoved in a shell if i don't get out myself
You try to fill me where i'm hollow
Even idiots aren't this shallow
You would think that it would mend
Come time to lay it all out again
I can't look at what you show me
I would break but you'd just bend

I thought you
Wouldn't put on empty performances
You're stun locked in the camera when i take pictures of you
I thought you would play along
My expectation is you'd want me, but you don't
Why would you want me when i'm used?
I want you to concentrate your motivations
Like you got, it's like you got nothing
You got nothing to lose
And then i find you in the same spot as the location
That we talked and then i saw who you were

At least i think it's just the deal screwing me over
When you speak, i must be silent
It's the cost of our binding, so i ignore you
In the hopes that you'll get bored of tryna trust me more going forward

Oh, i'm scratching raw
It's the sensation that's too much
Especially when i'm already afraid
You, i'd like to save
In an irreparable kind of state
You, i'd like to save
A non-refundable type of aid
You, i'd like to thank
You filmed the twenty that's on the tape
Hard to be genuine so i fade
I don't love anything anyway