Self Discovery - ​​spawnpoint !

★ bh ★
I'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
I'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
I'm escaping all these places
I am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
Everybody knows where i'm at uh
Oversharing, that's my bad
I hope that i don't fall behind the race
I'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

There's a place that's not too far from here
It's been chewing at my gums
It's been ironing my brain out
Now i'm missing half my folds
There's a better place i wanna be
On the list that's on my phone
Send a letter back to you when i get home

★ self discovery ★
Put me out
In those same old states
It's been too long
I'll spend one more day
To cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
Carve my jaw on unassuming
Trials and tribulations
Could be mild if i were stationary
Minding the gaps like stepping stones
Cause why should i have to go the extra mile

★ stormkloud ★
How do i fix myself and
How do i call for help
I'm scared
All familiar but i feel it
I know this has to quit
So how do i pump the brakes
Yeah we could just sit and wait
Right here
So i wonder if there's time for me
To stop and realize
It's not really something i can change
And i'm sick of wasting all my range
When new places get old
And old faces i told
To watch out for greatness
Oh, how bold !
I think i'm better off
Sticking to what i know

★ self discovery ★
There's a place that's not too far from here
It's been chewing at my gums
It's been ironing my brain out
Now i'm missing half my folds
There's a better place i wanna be
On the list that's on my phone
Send a letter back to you when i get home
But i'm scared i'll be the last one left
To share my story
I'll bite my tongue
It's for the lore
Should i be wary
Of whom i've shared my side
Prepared to be the last one left
In purgatory
I'll hold my tongue
It's for my story
It's fair to say that
Guilt has been my guide !
Put me out
In those same old states
It's been too long
I'll spend one more day
To cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
Carve my jaw on unassuming
Trials and tribulations
Could be mild if i were stationary
Minding the gaps like stepping stones
Cause why should i have to go the extra mile