Self Discovery - New recording 98
At the end of the day
I'm trying to discover who i am
That's why it's "self discovery"
I wanna know who i am
If i could say whatever
I wanted to say
If i could write the songs
I wanted to write
And nobody give a shit
It's just hard to be who you want
Whenever everybody wants you
To be something different
And the feeling of disappointing
Somebody that i love
Just trying to be myself
Is one of the most terrifying
Things that keep me up at night
I will sit in calls with friends
And just be "jolly happy"
But i am so scared of losing them
I will do anything
I will sacrifice my own self worth
To keep people that i love around
Whеnever i need to sacrifice
Anything еlse other than my self worth
'cause that's where i get my own fuel
That's where i get my freedom
That's where i am myself
I don't need to put myself
On the back-burner
Just so i can be closer with other people
That, at any point, can just say
"no"
"i don't- i don't wanna be your friend anymore"
"i don't wanna talk to you"
"i don't wanna hang out with you"
"i don't love you anymore"
And it's terrifying to think about
The fact that people can just leave like that
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Self Discovery - understudy !
{Verse 1: Self Discovery} Can you give me a second again I don't want to know everything you say you did I don't need to know anything you think you meant I just
Self Discovery - spawnpoint !
{bh} I'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh I'm sorry if i'm losing my track but I'm escaping all these places I am mentally trapped in my head
Self Discovery - star signs !
{Verse 1} Seven years of sweat and tears Came to a head yesterday You got a call last night Said you should fly out in may Whether you make it or you break it
Self Discovery - Newgame+⁺₊ !
{Verse} Ten months, thirteen days The time I said I planned to get away From the stakes and mistakes Of the small town we used to breathe in
Self Discovery - field trip !
{Verse} Four months, fifteen days Maybe I can finally get away Maybe I can set a change of pace (But can I get there?) Caught up on the time it'd take
Self Discovery - if it takes !
{Verse 1} Life flashes before my eyes Too quick to hold on to Anything I hold dear How weird I wanna be the first of us to go Yhe first one to leave So
Self Discovery - placebo !
{Verse} I'm having trouble catching sleep lately Could it be something in the winds? Turn the tide, stay awake When its time, be a fake Will they really ever
Self Discovery - Allinmyhead
{Verse 1: Self Discovery} I get worried when I take time for myself Is it really for me or do I not like you that much? Am I too selfish for just thinking of myself?
Self Discovery - Home !
{Verse} I see your eyes They sparkle like the sunset Across the lake of the camp that I went to The summer my eighth grade year (The summer my eighth grade year)
Self Discovery - nowhere !
{Verse 1} When everything for you Feels like it could go wrong And fuckin' round Can only feel right for so long {Pre-Chorus 1} I’d offer
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