Trentaco - I’d Kill Myself To Make The Thoughts Go Away

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I’d kill myself to make the thoughts go away
Even if it meant I wouldn’t breathe another day
Because death is better than a life
Where your control system is a fucked up mind

I sit in the bathtub after drinking too much
Thinking of cutting myself to get a rush
I ask people if he’d care if I killed myself
And I can’t help but feel like they all think I need help

Everybody hates me lately
At least that’s how it feels to me
I release my songs and you don’t bat an eyе
I spill out my pain and you don’t even cry
I have pеople blaming me for what they put me through
I have people accusing me for their slurs and abuse

Listening to Nine Inch Nails and contemplate
How finally there’s a song I can relate
To my current predicament
A slight relief from the hell I’m in

So to that one girl
Keep acting, you love attention
Keep everyone vain in nothingness
Justifying hate with your religion
If I died, would you care?
Would you take time out of your day to reflect?
Or would you sigh and move on
Because it doesn’t effect you that I’m gone

Release Date: May 02, 2024

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The song "I’d Kill Myself To Make The Thoughts Go Away" by Trentaco delves into the dark and tumultuous thoughts of someone struggling with their mental health. The lyrics depict a deep sense of despair and hopelessness, with the narrator contemplating drastic measures to escape their inner torment. The imagery of self-harm and suicidal ideation is raw and unsettling, painting a vivid picture of the inner turmoil the protagonist is experiencing. The song also touches on themes of loneliness, alienation, and the feeling of being misunderstood by those around them. Overall, "I’d Kill Myself To Make The Thoughts Go Away" is a haunting and poignant exploration of the complexities of mental illness and the desperate desire for relief from inner demons.

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