otuka - you say i'm losing my mind
I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my grip
Couple screws loose, you don't understand
I should take some time to you
Figure out for myself
★ Part II: trifecta ★
I-I-I-I-I'm just procrastinating
My momma never seen money like this
But she wonder where I found it
Put my money where my mouth is
On a microphone and a pop filter
Only when you pop they gonna fuck with you
Making rock songs off a pop single
Little R&B, complete your trifecta
★ Part III: drunken fist style ★
(I'm just procrastinating)
I don't really like to talk 'less it's worth my time
Don't feel right anytime I smile
Jaw been locked for a goddamn while
You changed up way I change my sound
I'm too raw, hittin' like smackdown
Punch in like a rock, drunken fist stylе
In due they'll give mе my flowers
★ Part IV: idk lol but im so real ★
I've been thinking way too much 'bout it
And it's fucking me up inside
I'm so damn terrified of changing up my way of thinking
I'm so persistent
I've been chasing the same vision for so long I can't dismiss it
★ Part V: figure you out ★
(I really wanna get to know you)
You better, oh, I wanna figure you out
Tell me what makes you whole
Wanna know what makes you smile
Want you to hit my phone
Tell me, "Like, spin a web"
But I walk away even though I really wanna get to know you
★ Part VI: terrified (scrap) ★
I'm so terrified, I'm forced to hear it
I'm scared, feel like I'm wasting my chance
I'm losing my grip
Feels like I've seen this side
Give me ❲?❳ of my eye
★ Part VII: still save a seat for you ★
It's like I blinked and you're gone
It's not the same place without you
Don't think I forgot you
★ Part VIII: idk either ★
Don't hesitate to call me when you want
Don't you hear a test when you're at the ❲?❳
Living your life crying through it all
Song Description:
edit soundcloudIn "Part I: loose screws," the lyrics suggest a feeling of losing control and having a few screws loose, leading to a sense of confusion and the need for self-reflection. "Part II: trifecta" touches on themes of success, money, and the pressure to prove oneself in the music industry.
"Part III: drunken fist style" explores the struggle to express oneself authentically and the fear of changing one's sound or style. The artist grapples with self-doubt and the pressure to conform to expectations.
"Part IV: idk lol but im so real" delves into the fear of change and the persistence to chase one's dreams despite inner turmoil. The artist expresses a desire to stay true to themselves and their vision.
"Part V: figure you out" delves into the desire to understand others and connect on a deeper level. The artist expresses a longing to know what makes someone whole and what brings them joy.
"Part VI: terrified (scrap)" explores the fear of losing opportunities and the sense of missing out on important moments. The artist grapples with feelings of uncertainty and the need to confront their fears.
"Part VII: still save a seat for you" reflects on the impact of someone's absence and the lingering memories of their presence. The artist acknowledges the significance of a lost connection and the longing for it to be restored.
"Part VIII: idk either" hints at the willingness to be there for someone in times of need and the importance of being present for each other, even in moments of vulnerability.
Overall, "otuka - you say i'm losing my mind" is a raw and emotional song that delves into the complexities of the human experience, offering a nuanced exploration of self-doubt, fear, and the desire for connection.
SoundCloud:
edit soundcloudMore otuka lyrics
otuka - an identity crisis
{Part I: autumn} (I'm just procrastinating) Don't worry, I don't talk much {?} problems Take a breath, {?} My favorite weather
otuka - tongue tied
Lyrics from my ears won't stop ringing {Chorus} What's on my mind Feel like my hands and tongue are tied with you, with you (I'm just procrastinating)
otuka - hate to lose
Lyrics from my skin's itching, i can't take it {?} I'm not gonna fight with you, I'm not gon' argue Just tell me the truth, I won't despise
otuka - even if it takes awhile
{Chorus} Even if it takes a little while I'll learn from my mistakes to make you smile Doing everything to make you proud I just wanna stand right by your side
otuka - don't scare the crows
{Part I: wya} So baby tell me, where you at? I wanna know you, baby come help me understand Without seeming rude, what makes you act the way you act? Bae, I love
otuka - Still save a seat for you
Lyrics from Snippet ... 'til the end It's like I blinked then you're gone It's not the same place without you Don't think I forgot you Why
otuka - I still save a seat for you
Lyrics from Snippets 1 & 2 {Intro} I still save a seat for you It's just out of habit I can't remember what happened (I'm just
otuka - you say i'm losing my mind
{Part I: loose screws} I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my grip Couple screws loose, you don't understand I should take some time to you Figure out for
otuka - wya
Lyrics from Snippets and don't scare the crows So baby tell me, where you at? I wanna know you, baby, come help me understand Without seeming rude, what makes you act the way
otuka - Bite the curb
Lyrics from Instagram Story {Intro} Yeah I'M JUST PROCRASTINATING I can’t believe you got the nerve, baby You overestimate your worth lately It takes
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Biography
otuka was created as a way to release scrapped songs or songs that Jades didn’t think were good enough for his main account, Jades. otuka’s career would have a slow beginning, releasing a song on SoundCloud now and then, beginning with songs like “wow,” “one,” and “2 minutes of anything & everything.” Beginning with “potent” otuka would begin distributing his songs to streaming services like Spotify, Apple Music and more.
Following the release of “never enough” and his continuous promotion of it on TikTok, otuka’s career would rapidly take off, quickly becoming more popular than his main account, Jades.
Throughout his career, otuka would release short, two-minute compilations of snippets as a way to show off songs that he’s been working on. These songs would later be compiled into an album, 2 minutes of anything & everything.
During the end of 2023, otuka would start hinting at his first EP. Finally, on January 18, 2024, Jades would take to Twitter to announce his debut EP, year of the cat. On January 26, 2024, year of the cat would be released as otuka’s first multi-song project, featuring five tracks total.