Rekombine - Disordered

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Hey
What the fuck is up now
Being so judgemental
You don't have the capacity
I'd like you to grow up like me
Grow up autistic
Grow up mentally disordered
No wonder no one loves you
Please, just please, just stop, is it that hard
Grow the fuck up before you fucking die

I'm so incomplete
Trying to compete
In getting control of myself
It's so damn pointless
Where did I let go of my life
I can't find it
When I try to stop and think
I have so much running in my head
Can I get better

Disconnected from all that's known
Don't know if you know a damn thing
About what is right and what is wrong
Spit shit right into my face
Like you're some kind of saint
I can't get you outta my head
I'm so incomplete
Trying to compete
In getting control of myself
It's so damn pointless
Where did I let go of my life
I can't find it
When I try to stop and think
I have so much running in my head
Can I get better

Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
 
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"Disordered" by Rekombine is a raw and intense song that delves into themes of mental health and society's judgmental nature. The lyrics express frustration towards those who lack understanding and empathy for individuals with mental disorders, urging them to grow up and educate themselves. The singer reflects on their own struggles with feeling incomplete and disconnected, questioning why they are the way they are. The song's aggressive tone and powerful vocals capture the emotional turmoil of grappling with inner demons and societal pressures. Overall, "Disordered" is a haunting and thought-provoking track that shines a light on the complexities of mental health struggles.

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