Phalair carter - Tired of Trying

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Dog, G, Homie, Shorty, Sweetness, Booger bear, Whatever you are, I don't fuck with this shit
The level in which I feel and the level in which I'm expressing myself are two different
Niggas and I'm so irritated by the fact that I separate the two
I'm so irritated by the fact that I separate who I really am versus Who I am on that stage

In order to project a certain image
I think that a lot of people have been misled that that's what they need to do
I'm the one that has been misled the most
I'm the best actor

I think that people really choose their fate and they choose their destiny
I've chosen to try to be this whatever the fuck, this clown suit
It feels really shitty, man, and I don't know why I do it
I want to be freer

The clown suit isn't the rap in itself, it's the idea of chasing it
It's the American dream and shit
I don't fuck with it no more, that shit weak as fuck, but I still want to retire my mother
I still want to cement my father's Legacy

But it's killing me to try to do that shit right now and I'm stressing and I'm trying
Really hard and I'm so tired of trying
I am so tired of trying
 
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"Tired of Trying" by Phalair carter is a raw and introspective song that delves into the struggles of maintaining an image and the pressure of conforming to societal expectations. The lyrics express the frustration of feeling like a different person onstage compared to who they truly are, and the internal conflict of chasing success while feeling trapped in a persona that doesn't feel authentic. The artist grapples with the idea of the American dream and the sacrifices that come with it, all while yearning for freedom and authenticity. The song conveys a sense of exhaustion and weariness from trying to live up to others' expectations, ultimately expressing a desire for a more genuine and fulfilling existence.

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