bloodsekai - scared of this world
My world apart
Ripping out my hair
I cry in the dark
When i leave this earth
I wanna leave a mark
Big enough so she sees it in her heart
Rip the page that can't be torn
Kill myself cuz i'm adored
A guy with a sythe is at my door
Pleasure knocks me on the floor
Why'd you have to die?
Why'd you have to die?
Why'd you have to die?
Why'd you have to die?
Why'd you have to die?
Why'd you have to die?
I guess its time
To make u mine
But im so scared
Of what will happen in time
Causе im so scared of the dark
And all the placеs i walk
I want u right by my side
Til i commit suicide
Anvils
Holding me back
Im such a maniac
Everytime when u yell at me when ur mad it makes me sad
When u talk to someone else it feels like ur stabbing my back
Song Description:
edit soundcloudThe protagonist grapples with the idea of death and self-destruction, feeling adored yet haunted by their own mortality. They feel as though pleasure and pain are intertwined, with a sense of impending doom lurking at their door. The repetition of the question "Why'd you have to die?" reflects the deep sense of loss and confusion that permeates the song.
Despite their fears, the protagonist longs for companionship and solace, seeking refuge in the presence of another. The lyrics convey a sense of vulnerability and desperation, as they struggle to navigate the darkness within themselves. The mention of anvils holding them back and feeling like a maniac highlights their inner turmoil and emotional instability.
Overall, "scared of this world" is a haunting and introspective song that delves into the complexities of human emotion and the fear of the unknown. The raw and emotional lyrics capture the essence of existential dread and the desire for connection in a world filled with uncertainty.
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bloodsekai - Nothing i do is ever wrong
Why u so upset with me? i didn't do anything Call me when i hate your guts, block me when i want your love I've been dying just to see my favorite girl with a wedding ring
bloodsekai - know how it feels
{Intro} Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh {Verse} Down the halls, I see a face Yeah, it's yours, no mistake Bright red eyes and
bloodsekai - I wanna wake up
Kinda wish you knew everything inside my head I feel so lost and my thoughts just want me dead Falling down the stairs that god lead me up Must be a nightmare, I wanna wake up
bloodsekai - She wants me dead
She's outside and wants me dead Reassured her times and times and Out for blood, she wants my head I don't understand what made her mad She's outside and wants
bloodsekai - Sorry, my dear lovely
I tried everything to make you love me Love potions and a fucking bunny Quiver from cupid, my shots were nothing Guess I gotta kill you, my dear lovely Blood on my hands,
bloodsekai - Why should i try
Feel it in my chest, more and more everyday If nothing ever lasts, then why should I stay? Looking at the weather, and it yeah it's bouta rain I will never sell this pain, no
bloodsekai - NXP
Spend day on computer Im such a fucking loser Got no job dont pay rent I wish that i was cuter I dont have skills nor do i have a will I dont have skills nor do i have a
bloodsekai - wanna be nice
I can tell with those eyes that you lie all the time Run away from home cuz your parents make you cry Been across the block, you're always looking for a fight Though in your heart,
bloodsekai - scared of this world
She's trying to tear My world apart Ripping out my hair I cry in the dark When i leave this earth I wanna leave a mark Big enough so she sees it in her heart
bloodsekai - eat yu
{intro: bloodsekai} Reduce my heart into oblivion I don't care, i don't care Take my bed and throw me in a river, yeah I don't care, i don't care
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