Just Journey Solo - Indifferent

★ intro: just journey solo & trendan. ★
It’s so hard (so, so hard, yeah, aye)
Swear to god, it’s so hard (so, so hard, yeah)
It’s so hard, aye, it’s tre (so, so hard, aye)
Want me to feel good, i just can’t
Want me to smoke, but this shit stank, yeah, aye
(but this shit stank, nigga, aye)
And we ain’t come to fuckin’ play
It’s big jjs, i’m with tre, aye

★ verse 1: trendan. ★
These goals of mine i hold inside these notes of quotes and lines
Controlled the mic and spoke the rhymes i wrote
My flows are cold as ice
The potent strokes i poetize could hold the might of ten pens like bowling strikes
I cope with strife and grow despite my hopeless life
Even on the coldest nights, i know my light is glowing bright
Spoke my mind, devote my time to ropes i climb
I never sold my soul for gold, it’s way too overpriced
He who holds my soul is christ, i just hope he holds it tight, yeah
I built my guild with some scraps
Kept building til’ it collapsed
Spilling my feelings on tracks
That’s how i deal wit the past
But still i’m filling the gaps, healing with bandages
Peeling the scabs, the damage is concealed in my raps
Chasing and seeking the meaning
It seems i’m reaching my zenith
Waking the sleeping behemoth
Facing the wraith of a demon
I purge myself of curses, rehearsing the profoundest verse
That’s how it works, only time will tell, no matter how it hurts
If you dont give me flowers first while im alive and well
Don’t start doing it soon as i’m laying down in dirt
I barely survived, you’d be very surprised
I was barely alive, you left me buried alive
I’ve seen caskets carried outside to their burial sites
Back when i was younger, that shit was the scariest sight
That’s how i knew death awaited, too devastated to talk
Feeling desolated as the stresses weigh on my thoughts
I’ve been to hell and back
But then my sins sended me back to hell
Through placid lakes, acid rain, ash and hail
I’ve traveled on the vastest trails, but i never crashed or failed
They say “love is blind” so i scribe all my raps in braille, for real

★ verse 2: just journey solo ★
Uh, yeah
My theory is, if this shit bang big then we made it
Shaking the universe for eons, infinity over millions
We slow the time like turtles whose shell done broke with outstanding rapport
We elevated and gained thousands of profound fans, plus the ones that con the tour
An odd sort with a bunch of bad sports that brady won’t support
Depression can’t thwart the campaign of the money it made me run for
It got my feet feeling heavy, blistered, and very sore
Sweaty pants, my joggers drenched
Entrenched every goal, every dream, and every wish
Firm beliefs locked tight and latched to my spirit
Enough said when i caught them gnawing at what’s under wraps
In plastic bags, i keep it zipped
The convos brief in case the code cracks and exposes all the secrets in the area
With voting hands raised to appraise by opposing constituents
Repeating the same evils that never dried even after the rinse
Like popes that refuse and rebuke the need to repent
To sum it up, they live for total damage burn a cross throughout the nation
No first aid kits of mental healing their minds have turned to swiss
Metal bats, head thrash, bang! we beat them with sense
But systemic gimmicks chose to overlook those who resent
Cause private eyes don’t see a problem with a public offense
Inhumane fiends can’t stop from scratching that itch
A high rush of adrenaline to sober thoughts of penance
Mindful to pop every blemish, but can’t erase a victims existence
Left shawty with a complex perplexing life, the hope has lost it’s spark
Behind her makeup are the beauty marks
I’m noble and know well that pretty hurts
And maybe the girls lean on the masks to cover up the scars
A new era fairer to no one at all
Shunned for indifferences, so when there are changes we’re non-enthralled
You better pray your resolve don’t dissolve
To grant a wish, ask the three letters, you know who to call