Christian Barry - Alone

Beatz by chriz
C major on this shit, yo!

You don't have to make this shit so obvious, just tell me that i'll be alone
It's only a matter of time before i lose control so just tell me that i'll be alone
I'm runnin' outta patience, outta pleasure, just tell me that i'll be alone
I don't need nobody, i don't need nothing to remind me that i'll be alone
That i will be alone

On this journey called life, to infinity and beyond
Sometimes it feels like a dream that i'm never wakin' up from
My own is against me and i'm not evеn that strong
Let 'em know 'bout my goals but they just couldn't givе a fuck
Really can't just eat my own cake and have it
Need a lotta help cause my soul has been damaged
Feel like demons are livin' inside me like i've become a host
Feedin' on my soul
I be runnin' outta time
Real mood killers in my life
Blackish clouds fillin' my mind
It's got to the point that i can't think right
Lately i just love the nights
When i'm alone is when i cry
All i wanna know is why
Why the hell am i lonely with the people round me
You don't have to make this shit so obvious, just tell me that i'll be alone
It's only a matter of time before i lose control so just tell me that i'll be alone
I'm runnin' outta patience, outta pleasure, just tell me that i'll be alone
I don't need nobody, i don't need nothing to remind me that i'll be alone
That i will be alone

I've been fighting for me
It's a war against me
All the shit that i take
My head can't take no more
All the liquor bottles and papers
Daddy started questionin' my records
All the night cry, high pipe, pull me up on lockdown
Not really sober, don't know what i'm doing
Call me when it's over
I got appointments with a lotta doctors
Bipolar, hits me like a venom
Rollercoaster, my mood be going swing-swing
They counted but i think i just got me
Just got me like i want it
I got it and i don't know why i keep ghosting
Just keep on ghosting, yeah

You don't have to make this shit so obvious, just tell me that i'll be alone (tell me that i'll be alone)
It's only a matter of time before i lose control so just tell me that i'll be alone (tell me that i'll be alone)
I'm runnin' outta patience, outta pleasure, just tell me that i'll be alone (tell me that i'll be alone)
I don't need nobody, i don't need nothing to remind me that i'll be alone (tell me that i'll be alone)
That i will be alone
Just tell me that i'll be alone
Tell me that i'll be alone
Tell me that i'll be alone

Beatz by chriz

Just tell me that i'll be alone
Just tell me that i'll be alone