Christian Barry - No Light

Why do i feel irrational?
Runnin' outta pills now it's time to rationale
Until the plug come back around
Until the plug come back around
Say you love me, all you wanna do is break
Ain't you had enough, i think you should take a break
You know that i love you only for your body shape
And not your pretty ugly face
You're nothing more than a mistake
(c major on this shit, yo!)
Yeah

Say there's a light at the end of the dark
But why does it feel like that light's really far
And why is there even no light from the start?
I'm tryna make it out so easily
Somebody get me off of these chains
This shit be gettin' scary thеse days, these days

Shе broke my heart now i'm scattered like glass
I'll pick up the pieces, turn pain into class
Our love was a puzzle, she scattered the pieces
That shit was only a matter of minutes
Next thing i know, she's with one other nigga
The nigga whose dick ain't as big as my finger
He's usin' her ass but she can't see the picture
Yeah
Love doesn't last like a double-cartier
It's a long way from home but i couldn't give my last fuck
Gave me so much hope but girl, you were never there
I don't blame you for that but i still won't give my last fuck
Yeah, i'm sober again
These contemplations got me fadin' again
I'm startin' to feel like i'm losin' it all cause i thought that i finally found love again, like uh-
No, i don't wanna wake
If this is a dream, i prefer it that way
Don't wanna wake up to reality knowin' so well that these demons still won't go away
What did i do to deserve this treatment?
Why'd you fuck me up like that, girl tell me the reason
All the times you said you loved me back, you were just teasin'
Now you say you're sorry (shit), what's the meaning?
Everytime i need you, all i hear is that you busy
But when he says hi, you reply him with your titties
Got a bitch tellin' lies, i swear that ain't litty
Bitch you worse than medusa with a drenched up kitty
I regret all the moments that i called you my baby
I regret all the times i treated you like a lady
All girls are the same, i don't care what you're thinkin'
(what's the meaning?)
First off, nigga ain't famous, yeah
It's just a way to say they better than people, yeah
I don't really wanna walk through life alone
Feelings for love are faded
Cause she got me suicidal
Leavin' me for other guys
And now i gotta look alive
At times like this i look alive
(yeah)
Say there's a light at the end of the dark
But why does it feel like that light's really far?
And why is there even no light from the start?
I'm tryna make it out so easily
Somebody get me off of these chains
This shit be gettin' scary these days, these days

Say you love me, all you wanna do is break
Ain't you had enough, i think you should take a break
You know that i love you only for your body shape
And not your pretty ugly face
You're nothing more than a mistake