Nicolle Jadad Jadad - Him

Cockroaches in my bed
Telling me again i’m not enough
And i hate myself
Cause i hurt him
But he hurt me too

Stuck on the tv
Days go by and i’ve got no sleep
And i blame myself
Cause i’m lonely
But i don’t miss him

I took care of his cat
The bitch left me a scar on my arm
And i hate it
Cause it reminds me of him
But i also kind of like it

Swinging through the bars
No sign of his face so i take off
And i knock on his door
Cause i’m needy
And he knows how to make me
Oh!

High and low i’ve been around
Only run when i speak out loud
What i’m feeling
I don’t wanna miss him
But i don’t know
How to make it stop
Everything i said to him
Now it's coming back to me

And the songs don’t feel
Like they did before
When there’s nothing left to say
Then i hear his voice again

He pinned the tapestry
Right above his bed and we drank tea
That’s just how it was
It was easy
But not enough for me

We hung the christmas lights
Red and blue and we sat by the fire
And i made love to him
And he loved it
But he never
Never loved me

High and low i’ve been around
Only run when i speak out loud
What i’m feeling
I don’t wanna miss him
Pick a song i won’t remember
Every word is written on paper
What i’m feeling
I don’t wanna miss him

But i don’t know
How to make it stop
Everything i said to him
Now it's coming back to me

And the songs don’t feel
Like they did before
When there’s nothing left to say
Then i hear his voice again

He took me in my sleep
I woke up and i had no teeth
I remember crying till i laughed
Choking on the memory
Of his awful
His awful way to love

He pinned the tapestry
Right above his bed and we drank tea
And that’s just how it was
It was easy
But not enough for me
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