Dylan Scott-Lee - Second Family

★ chorus ★
Its a second family
I hesitate to hold on
But this one
I guess ill give it a shot

★ verse ★
Looking after me, i hope that i dont lose composure
This shit is happening and finally i'm getting older
These people laughed at me when i was looking over my shoulder
Just tryna look out for the girls so they so they don't

Get lost in the crowd, like i was lost in the sound
I escaped people with my music, but now i've found my crowd
Escape my family with this new shit, my head is up in the clouds
'cause i've found my second family, i dont wanna back down

These big changes seem to scare me, lost my mother and my granny
Found a new one tho, and i can see them all as family
Think i broke my nose, wasn’t staying on my toes
I fell hard for my love and i hope she knows

I'm not good at sharing feelings, my first family never taught me
But the music helps, so i hope you all can hear me
I could barely cope, you all gave me strength like concrete
All i can do is hope, that you all can
See me as me, i've changed but not a lot
I still escape my thoughts, i still feel a little lost
I still get a bit nauseous when everything's the cost
But now i've found my second family the first can get lost

★ chorus ★
It's a second family
That i won't give up just yet
The first was the worst
But i’ll give it a chance i guess

★ verse ★
I'm gonna give it a shot, but no i dont take shots
The only shots im taking, get taken from you all
No more fucking drinking, just give it a rest
No more second guessing, avoid the stress

Avoid the messes and avoid the texts
Avoid the drama it just makes sense
I'm not inadequate these people are just mad as shit
'cause they took the second chances, promised only one more hit

But that one turned into 2 and 2 turned to a lot
Turned my back for a second, you've already smoked it all
You dont care about legality you already broke the law
And now you've run out of your stuff, i guess it's time to buy some more
This second family would never, they respect my wishes
And yes it is my problem, y‘all end up folding dishes
And smashing clothes, i gotta clean up the mess before i go
And when i leave i promise i don't wanna come back home

The second, we watching movies, maybe hug a little bit
But we don’t ever fall into, addictions, stupid shit
We all take care of each other, that’s how we all cope
May if you tried it, youd stop takin the dope

I baked brownies with my girl, we were still sober
I would give up my world, but my world is turned over
Drugs, sex, hate, miscommunications
No i shouldn’t tolerate, i should probably get vacation

So thats where im at, left my problems at the mat
It said welcome, come in, i shouldn’t have to ask for that
But even if i did, itd be a little too late for that
Because ive found a second family and they dont think that they’re too great for that