vanity (xanity) - demise

★ m1v ★
I'm looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say, "Vonder, don't you miss how you ride?"
Oh, I bet you'd regret switching lifes
I'm looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say, "Vonder, don't you miss how you ride?"
Oh, I bet you'd regret switching lifes

★ vanity ★
Pray for my mother for her son that never gave a f*ck
Everybody saying I need help, but I ain't caring much
Regret, regret, regret
Still, I can't go more than one day without a f*cking drink
And no chore
Cardiac arrest, oh, I need more
Lying on the floor shaking
But I'm drowning 'til the end
So sorry, I'll never give a f*ck
Slow inhale for me
I'm in Hell, it's lovely
Feel my bones sinking by the day
And it's my fault, it's my fault
Trapped in my vault, can't find the issue
I'm running, I'm running, circles to my demise

★ m1v ★
I'm looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say, "Vonder, don't you miss how you ride?"
Oh, I bet you'd regret switching lifes
I'm looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say, "Vonder, don't you miss how you ride?"
Oh, I bet you'd regret switching lifes

★ vanity ★
Canisters in me
I can't reach you
You don't wanna hear me
Violence in my core
It's not in my nature
Why can't you just listen?
Why did I pick this mission?
Why can't I take your permissions?
I can't let no one be persuasive
On the daily losing my mind
Tryna hear myself out, but I ain't got time
Pacing these corners, tryna feel fine
Add another scar to the collection
Try to view my idols like a lesson
But I ain't learning much, I always repeat my mistakes man

★ m1v ★
I'm looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say, "Vonder, don't you miss how you ride?"
Oh, I bet you'd regret switching lifes
I'm looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say, "Vonder, don't you miss how you ride?"
Oh, I bet you'd regret switching lifes