I Häxa - Inferno

In silence still seeking silence
Searching for hands no longer living
But still breathing
Existing in parallel
Somewhere I cannot find it
My place, some place
I'm someone else now
They built me from the outside in
Am I within?
Am I within?
Am I within?

Now I'm encased in a frame of mind
A fool
Disguised in skin
The skull's barrier traps the spirit in human shaped prisons
❲?❳ minuscule chemicals, memories
Some kind of imprinted lie
Woven into the fabric of this wretched concept we call time
Bound to shallow views
How can eyes made from flesh cross truths

Veins trembling
A sea-sickness on steady ground
❲?❳ by hysteria
An anchor tied around ankles breaking through horizons
And I wonder
If somewhere I took a wrong turn
I found myself astray on straight road that has been lost
Sick, hazy dreams of alternate timelines
The dizzying delight of scope of selves
Any other self
Anything else
Anything but this
Anything but this
Pains now flavored
Choking back imaginations
Ripening fantasies of ecstasy
Then rotting back down to earth's solitude
Stealing breath from this now cavernous body
It is ❲?❳ bleached and burning but nothing can be new
And I'm still showing the faded signs of what once was
What am I to do?
What am I to do?
What am I to do?
What am I to do?
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