Cho.s.en_Blu - TWDS

I don't want to be bound, but i'm scared to see what happens if i'm free, i can't say that
I've been watching and waiting and praying for change and losing my mind cause the things they
Not changing
I know i'm free but i'm starting to question my faith and motives
Not god and his word
Sin yes is pleasing but it keeps on eating at me cause i'm foolish, i feel like i'm useless

I texted my ex bout the third time this weekend, knowing we ain't link up but sexting is stupid
I'm given away by the things of my flesh, i wanna to change
Sometimes i be doubting him
Knowing your word but i'm still double-minded, knowing your words still hanging him one foot in but the other is settling
Devil is sick he be mеddling
I need the word in my soul to be peddling

Likе crack when the devil be knocking in, so i'll take my advice, i not just for a rap song
I can't be fake, i'll be real all day long, although i'm aware i got choices to make serving you lord or fall flat on my face
What would i tell him on judgment day, did i endureth did i win the race,what would i tell him on judgment day, did i endureth did i win the race

I wanna run away
I wanna run away
Start a new life in the city
I wanna be free like the ocean
If i do, will it ever change
If i don't confront all my problems, i'll just be bound in some city

Bring others to water but can't even drink it
Believe in your word, yet struggle with sin

Maybe them soul ties are starting to take well a hold in my mind
All these consequences, not restraining myself
Leading by your spirit, returning to vomit when i should know better
Maybe i got it and sometimes i don't

When i get to moving, these cycles keep holding me back
Really do wanna look back , say that i made it through
Additions and struggles, i gave it a fight
I know in my life it just doesn't feel right

I know i'm a fighter, i'm more than a conqueror
Greater is he, boy, come out of the world when did this happen
I'm scared to surrender
You know my mind's sweep, through me like swifter

Psalm 23, know the lord is my shepherd
Prodigal son, my return will be greater
I'm planting seeds for a better mañana
Will not give up till i'm seeing my harvest

...surrendering all, cause his they aren't grievous
Slave to the lord or a slave to my sin
Put my foot down, i'm determined to win
A slave to the lord or a slave to my sin
I wanna run away
I wanna run away
Start a new life in the city
I wanna be free like the ocean
If i do, will it ever change
If i don't confront all my problems
I'll just be bound to some city

The name of the lord is a strong tower the righteous man runs into it and is saved