Glolorun - NY is Killing Me

Spilt the cup over
It was half empty
Story of my life
Never been cozy
Lately been sober
To strengthen up my focus
Draped up in Only
I'm Skating down Fulton
Used to get nervous
I hope they didn’t notice
It's hard to be social
Around so many souls
Must’ve been anxiety
I check up out society
I used to thirst for it
I might be getting old
A train is boarding
It's shoulder to shoulder
I'm close enough for covid
But I feel alone
Contemplating
On why I even came here
Cus home is where the hate is
And this isn’t home
I don’t likе people
Who only talk content
You arе not a godsend
Bitch you just consume
And I hate gossip
I hate it when you talk shit
Everybody's got a process
Do not assume
A lot of niggas homeless
Don’t tell me bout problems
Ain’t the same problems
It's a different boat
Cus you love drama
And tripping off of nonsense
If you ain’t talking progress
Then leave me alone
Posted up on Tompkins
Tryna make a profit
Dippin from my old thing
Bitch was cutthroat
I’m tryna get this money
I’ll never be the one hun
I’ll push you away for it
We not even close
Everyday I burn one
Is everyday I learn some
Who knew if you knew better
You would do better
But around these parts
Never think you know enough
Life is bigger than art
You should do better
The city make you grow a bit
Depending on the road you pick
You can get broken
If you ain't right
It ain’t like the movies
You better go and do shit
Or you will lose it
This is real life
You would not believe the
Things they tried to teach me
Saw em bleed my kinfolk
But they’ll never bleed me
I see a clout chaser
I try to avoid em
I see a social climber
And I’m John Cena
I had to build a few bridges
To get over
But I soon burned them
I see them doors closing
Had to build a few bridges
To get over
But I soon burned them
I see them doors closing