​gneawry - ​discord girls

★ intro ★

I’m outside with this revelation again
And i'm still stuck at square one
And your probably wondering
"what is this stupid revelation"
Well allow me to tell you
Hear me out vro

★ verse 1 ★

Lemme tell y’all a story bout this e girl púca
Lemme tell another story bout this e girl dolly

One shorty foreign and exotic and she thought my raps was gnarly
The other girl her toes is curled and she wan ride me like a harley

The dolly bitch was on my dick
Her gaslighting was hypnotic
And that púca hoe a trick
And that hoe very psychotic

What the fuck could you еxpect when you get lovеd hardly
And they fuck wit the lingo, you gotta admit thats kinda smartly

Nah fuck that it's dumb and it's fake
Yet i still move like miles way i try to change fate
Tryna maintain they attention like jester before a king
That's why i'm acting out my body i'm just tryna gain stake i should keep the kundalini talks to my self for my own sake

Cause they close minded, odd sensed
Cunning, seductive
All these stupid bitches got overinflated egos
All they do is yap, nonsense, nothing productive

That's the lesson i learned
More like the lesson i knew
But i was busy confirming
Everything i knew to be true

Yet for love i still yearn
I'm past the point of no return
I lost the will to discern
So my healing process adjourned it's because

I've been out of state, i've been out of place
Stayin in that house, it's made me a disgrace
12 am calls, with girls i'll never meet
Ocean side shorties, that make me feel obsolete

I remember nights when i was looking up her timezone tryna visualize myself kicking it with her
Not the púca bitch i'm talking bout the dolly bitch
The puca bitch never on shit she always tripping she bitter
Shit i basically kicked it with doll but virtually during my class i always hit her up on school laptop that you supposed to do your schoolwork on but i was doing different work was tryna work up on my very fragile relationship with her

Wolet and maestro i'm sorry for ruining your beat with my all my faults and lows
I'm just one of the souls up in this life that ain't get bendigo

They finna ridicule and silence me but i am indigo
Devoted to helping others through the pain like i am nagato

Intellect helped me it made me see i'm repugnant so i said fuck em all i proceeded to dabble in redundance

I let internet anecdotes take control of my judgment but can you blame the kid they be showing me the stories in abundance

So i keep searching but i just run into hoe, after fucking hoe
I am never winning thats the burn, that is fucking slow

Had to do the sheeran, passenger i had to let ‘em go
But i feen for this dream so this why i can't let it go

Because a woadie shunned by every real girl and real hoe
Because the e women accepted me so i ain't care bro

I can't fucking care bro, uhh i can't fucking care bro, i'm posted in the cut and yet i'm treated like a scarecrow

Thugging through a rough patch, sip henny not the ack think she the one she getting dubbed cause she thinking that she a cool catch

I'm just tryna find the one, while doing what i love
I'm tryna get like bro who found his wife off a left for dead 2 match
Now you gotta understand that lust coming with a cost
It's gon cost you your respect and all of that is gon be lost

I'm finna double down cause what am i coward to ya
No matter where you get it i ain’t mad more power to ya

But if you expending energy and it don’t work you gotta let it go
They finna ridicule and silence me but i am indigo

Devoted to helping others through the pain like i am nagato
I cut off my vices all my losses had to let it go

Fuck it i got all this life ahead to try so i can't let it go
So i keep searching but i just run into hoe, after fucking hoe
Had to do the sheeran, passenger i had to let ‘em go
This why i can't let it go uh, fuck it

Lemme tell y'all a story bout this e girl sonia
Lemme tell another story bout this e girl natty

One shorty met her off a game and she was cool and hella chatty
The other girl a fucking lie and like the sis that hoe is bratty

She just like the sony girl cause once again i'm first responder
Yet i still tried to see if silence makes the absence grow fonder

She prolly courted by another man as over her imma ponder
Damn it fuck the competition, yet again alone i wonder

I'm the living opposite of aubrey graham i move without the woes
Ain't nobody checking for the kid cause i'm an average joe

That's why i think twice bout who i trust exposed the natty bitch for having options and she got mad like i don't know how this goes

Then you show proof and now i believe my eye
I be listening to thugger i can tell real from the slime

She said don't worry you can trust me i won't
Waste yo time
That's the last time that she ever spoke to me
Another lie

If you expending energy and it don’t work you gotta let it go
They finna ridicule and silence me but i am indigo
Devoted to helping others through the pain like i am nagato

Fuck it i got all this life ahead to try so i can't let it go
Fuck that, had to do the sheeran, passenger i had to let ‘em go
I cut off my vices all my losses had to let it go
But i feen for this dream so this why i can't let it go

★ outro ★

Once the realization is accepted that even between the closest human beings infinite distances continue
A wonderful living side by side can grow, if they succeed in loving the distance between them
Which makes it possible for each to see the other whole against the sky