Knight Mayor, Rap Like Yash - Blooms of the gloam

(you tell me "trust the process", do you think I'd trust a man?
Dear, i did it once, since, ive never longed for lamps
Since, ive lurked in shadows, got no more kins with sun
Feel dust in my chest, artefact, is that lump)

You tell me "trust the process", do you think I'd trust a man?
Dear, i did it once, since, ive never longed for lamps
Since, ive lurked in shadows, got no more kins with sun
Feel dust in my chest, artefact, is that lump

That's not a stone, dear, we talkin' 'bout my heart now
Theses ashes in my palms, feel desert's not too far gone
Sure the clock be clickin' when you hear what i say
But you sure you never felt too loud was that hour, passed?

Time's tickin' fast, never knew, i was half lost
Never came, lights back, i got no torch passed on
Never knew you'd stay to feel all of my scribbles
But somehow with your warmth around i still urge to shiver

Would i trust a man if the time just demanded to?
Rephrase those last words, shiver, yes i managed to
Now that i look back on the foot steps i left behind
Nah, i done did losing you and you is just burnin' inside

But still that heat of loss, just don't feel hot enough
Yeah, about that torchy thing, my eyes were just closing up
I often look at canvas, think why not use the black?
Then i feel a chill's impact tellin' you might just hop back
I lost some parts of me, but were you one of them?
I try to read my writings, nah, i do not understand
I had my image, you thought i was a kind of
Im done losing both of them, were they one-a-man?

I try to jot the dots of ink i put down on my paper
But i end up hating you, each with a different flavour
You really taught what Ls are, those lessons could be ladders
You expect to put a piece for you, sure, i owe you favours

With no sun, rains pour showers, which allow the growth of flowers
You thought i'd be a coward, when you had me devoured
Yes i thought, through it, to use all what's blooming
I don't want your essence present, present forth roses lucid

I hate that i still love to think about those tulips
I love how i hate you, our strings that lost tunings
On the sunny mornings i still long for your shadows
I hate how you got all my heart's channels narrowed

The air that ive been breathing has kept me alive
On the nights of sunny mornings can't you escape like the lights
With all that is sown straight beneath this soil
What would gloam bloom, if you've draped it with lies

How many more times will you compell to compose?
Pages that i tore, dears that ive lost
Was that not enough blood out of me for your own core?
Why make me flip through pages, drip this bloody ink on floor?
I am running out of words, 'prolly from your world too
Will i trust a man once again after i loved you?
Stay away from tales that my pales have contained
Im still not sure what's hate but i know that it hurts you

(how many more times will you compell to compose?
Pages that i tore, dears that ive lost
Was that not enough blood out of me for your own core?
Why make me flip through pages, drip this bloody ink on floor?

I am running out of words, 'prolly from your world too
Will i trust a man once again after i loved you?
Stay away from tales that my pales have contained
Im still not sure what's hate but i know that it hurts you)