​p6inkillr - ​bittersweet

@p6inkillr

Addicted to u like some nicotine
Acting like that i can't notice every time u stare at me
Love the look inside ur eyes when i know that ur scared of me
Sitting at the bar alone and im drinking so carelessly

Im full of toxins, i swear i can't stop it
Im feeling nauseous, percocet im off it
And ur so toxic, my friends say i should drop it
She asked for my heart, i pulled it out and stopped it

Take me back in time and reset the clock
Always in my head, no it never stops
Never even learned my lesson so im still so lost
Never even for a minute did you give the thought
Was i ever okay?
Wishing bad on you from my fucking grave
No tears just blood coming down my face
Can't believe the fact i begged you to stay

@1stress

Narcissistic omg im such a letdown
All my friends n family love it when im not around
Plastic surgery rip my bloody face off
Make me look pretty ya js like a doll<3
Im a psycho zombie killr but id kill it 4 u
U deceive me n i h8 tht i luv u 2
N shes lookin in my eye and i told her its gonna b alright
Bloody thigh highs cuz i stab tht girl all night
@p6inkillr

Take me back in time and reset the clock
Always in my head, no it never stops
Never even learned my lesson so im still so lost
Never even for a minute did you give the thought
Was i ever okay?
Wishing bad on you from my fucking grave
No tears just blood coming down my face
Can't believe the fact i begged you to stay