​saturn’s lament - ​blacklight_whitenoise

★ intro: jozie haze ★
I’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
This path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
I broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
I tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back
I’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
This path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
I broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
I tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back

★ verse 1: jozie haze ★
Checked my options, weighed 'еm all, uh
I dont wanna stay involved, 'cause
All thesе voices playin’ god
Sorry gotta bend it back and break it off, uh
No pink and no lavender hues
Just black that's what i'm havin’ to do
No sunsets, i am not the one yet
I been in remission, i don't wanna be an addict for you
I don't wanna talk, i'm a dead girl walking
Off of the wall, it's f the world often enough
It's a problem to solve in a rush
They expect me to not give a fuck
Life is a bitch and it's a hot fuck, no love
If you been where i been, i know, i don't judge
But get off those pills, let the pipe hit the ground
Only shot we got with life to like this shit now

★ verse 2: lil red october ★
Bitch i'm kickin' shit, feel like it's judo mane
Zip up a bag, part it five ways like bruno mane
Smoke up a blunt
Thinkin' 'bout life got me feelin' sum things i ain't felt in some months
Day turnin' night 'n i'm stuck in this phase
But still gotta hunt, i got paper to chase
And these niggas got anna, send shots to they face
Lil bruh had no ammo there's tears in his face, damn
S-a-s-h-a bitch i'm so high god praised my name
Thirteen we strapped, blacked out insane
Wit' dcr you know that's gang, aye
Smoke a junt
Got so damn faded i vomit lunch
I slice up my wrist 'n then cover up
Momma ask me what happened can't tell her nun
One more bad habit i conjured up

★ refrain: jozie haze ★
I’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
This path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
I broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
I tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back

★ verse 3: saturn's lament ★
Don't look at me, a quiet room works like a painkiller
Love is like a medicine but only 'cause it tastes bitter
Being stared at feels just like being skinned alive
Tell me how to tolerate the pain of a million knives
I want to go back, all i really hear in the night
Is the buzzing of the fluorescent lights
That keep the darkness out of my comfort zone
They're the only pillars that keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive
Keep me alive