​finn lune - BACK AND FORTH

★ verse 1 - finn lune ★
I feel overworked and underpaid
When i put in work, and don’t make no change
Replay, and it feels the same
'cause i deepfake what i choose to display
It took years to release my soul
I feel alive and i feel free
This lifecycle's a loophole
This next songs all about me
I was 15, with no friends back home
This little me went out on my own
At the bus stop and i'm on my phone
While throwing up with no one to hold
10 percent, with no bag, no charger
Home body, my minds the problem
Roll a blunt and i’ll smoke my sorrows
Way before i even knеw i caused 'em

★ chorus - kevin abstract ★
La la la la, la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la, la la la

★ verse 2 - finn lune ★
Fights with friends gеts dangerous
When you know that they don’t play 'bout shit
Had a dream that i got jumped and shit
With a knife up to my neck got slit
I felt real, and i felt alive
I know that i don’t gotta hide
I know that i live this life
With consequences of long term strife
With my old friends, i don’t miss them
But i'm always thinking bout past tense
Oh, i'd go anything to rewind
Oh i'd do it all to go back to time
I'm a pussy cat, in a dog eat dog world
Call me out and it gets so awkward
I can’t seem to just face my problems
Drown it out with the fluids of a bottle
I'ma be okay, one day
Don’t say 'till you hearing out both sides of story
Living in a dream, don’t feel like my bed
Am i awake, or my eyes wide shut instead
Hundred people hate me, and they want me dead
But once the time comes, know they won’t attend
My funeral, open casket’s red
With a bullet that just came out my head
Don’t need to look back, what’s done is done
I pity myself for not being enough
I hate myself for being so dumb
But i love myself for getting shit done
I am not an angel, i am not your savior
Don’t count on me, because i can’t save ya
Hating on the kid, i was just a young fella
No excuse for my shit behavior

★ chorus - kevin abstract ★
La la la la, la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la, la la la
La la la la, la la la, la la la

★ verse 3 - finn lune ★
Turn into an eve and turn away from the adams
I ain't talking steve, a scalpel to my apple
Watch, funny how somebody that talks a lot
Rather speak out from a new voice box
Search for a change so i don’t tie knots
But my apples plugged in to the wall
And it won't come out, and it's staying on lock
And i'm charging with a whole 20 watts
Pray it’s a phase, what if i look back?
But i been this way since i had a dad
I been back-forth like an an to a mac
Why’d they trade me as a queen for jack?
Hide behind a screen, metaphors when i write shit
I don’t want nobody looking in what’s inside this
Throwing out big baggy tee’s for a tight fit
I ain’t even sugarcoating in the slightest

★ chorus - kevin abstract ★
Back and forth, no, i can't lie (la la la la, la la la, la la la)
Arrive at your front door, i came high, fo' sho' (la la la la, la la la, la la la)
Is this what you want to be?
Is this what you want to be? fo' sho' (la la la la, la la la, la la la)
Tell me what you wanna be
Tell me who you gonna be (la la la la, la la la, la la la)
Back and forth, no, i can't lie (la la la la, la la la, la la la)
Arrive at your front door, i came high, fo' sho' (la la la la, la la la, la la la)
Is this what you want to be?
Is this what you want to be? fo' sho' (la la la la, la la la, la la la)
Tell me what you wanna be
Tell me who you gonna be (la la la la, la la la, la la la)

★ outro - kevin abstract ★
Is this what you want to be?
Is this what you want to be?
Tell me who you gonna be
Tell me who you gonna be
(la la la la, la la la, la la la)