Millicow - Be Free Now

★ verse 1 ★
Parasites and vampires surround unseen
And silly halloween attire is not what i mean
I'm talking real fucking vampires
That find you when you're bleeding
And hide where you don't see them
Taking your life, your energy leeching
Til you want to die cause you have no feeling
Just empty inside; that's all you believe in
If you don't realize with what you are dealing
And fight for your life from this fucking demon
You might never find your freedom and healing
It's taking your mind, it's taken your reason
Are you still inside? can you even hear me?
If you're still alive, plеase tell me you hеar me

★ verse 2 ★
Be aware of the ways that bitterness can express
Even where i think i've made the decision that's best
Remember that i sever this connection for my health
And never as a leverage of punishment to regress

★ verse 3 ★
I hate that i want to hate you
Want to blame you want to shame you
Want to make you feel the pain you
Always gave to those who came to you
Wanting to save you trying to change you
Or needing your help with no one to turn to
But feeding your hell is all that you learned to do
Lead everyone else into the dirt with you
Leeching our health, defending the worst in you
So i really want to hate you
Want to blame you, want to shame you
Want to make you feel the pain that
Always came to those who were brave to
See your face and still embrace you
Big mistake; this illness breaks you
It's too late now i'm the great fool
With two fangs you ripped our faces
And now i just want to hate you
But if i hate you
Then i will become you

★ verse 4 ★
So what do i do with this anger inside of me
Want to knock out every tooth screaming "open your eyes please!"
But that won't even work; in fact it will make things worse
Cause this time you'd be right, having tricked me into a fight
And then i would be no better, never be a good example
It's because you are so bitter that all this shit has happened
Now it's clear i have no option but to take this as a lesson
The forgiver is the winner in the cycle of aggression

From a distance i can win this
Just forget this lust for vengeance
No more fucking second chances
Know you'll never truly listen
Not until you prove redemption
But wait, is my decision
A subconscious attempt at punishment?
The anger struggles within
And claims to be defense
Your hate, my protection against
By way of not crossing the bridge

★ outro ★
Never let yourself become victimized
Like they did
Or you'll suffer the same sick demise
That they did
But you don't have to close your eyes
In hatred
Guess nobody ever told them why
That's dangerous
Cause nobody ever showed them kindness
Just anger
Now they're only a ghost, their soul took flight
No angels
Just a body that left its soul behind
Too late now
This tragedy left a hole behind
Be free now
Be free now