Dina Rebekka - Disconnected

A million thoughts are running through my head
Where to go? Walking blindly through a haze
They don't know what I'd give to get a map
Or the key to navigate this place
Of my thoughts
But it's my fault
How did I let it get this bad?
Grant me one wish and I'd go back

I feel so disconnected
Completely unaffected
By time and place
Life passes by while I'm just standing still
They're saying that I'm distant
But they don't see this prison
That I'm being kept in by
The demons in my mind
And it scares me I barely recall
What it was like to be free
Or to be me anymore

I'm always stuck on the outside lookin' in
Tryna reach out but no one seem to care
I am lost in a sea of voices
Tryna find my own in there somewhere
But I'm drownin'
In this crowd and
Yet it feels like I am all alone
Could someone please come take me home?
I feel so disconnected
Completely unaffected
By time and place
Life passes by while I'm just standing still
They're saying that I'm distant
But they don't see this prison
That I'm being kept in by
The demons in my mind
And it scares me I barely recall
What it was like to be free
To be me anymore

I am knockin', I am screamin'
For someone to come see me
And let me out of this maze
I'm tryin' so damn hard to navigate
And I am drowning, suffocated
By this stupid cage my mind made
I am screaming' out for help
Let me out of myself

I feel so disconnected
Completely unaffected
By time and place
Life passes by while I'm just standing still
They're saying that I'm distant
But they don't see this prison
That I'm being kept in by
The demons in my mind
And it scares me I barely recall
What it was like to be free
To be me anymore