SLONK - How To Digest Shards

You come to see me now
Through innocent eyes and watch how
I was once spoiled for choice
Now can't even voice what that means
Quietly sure of yourself
Yet to foresee just how
You will gobble your choices
With an unblemished greed
My subsequent disappointment
Could fill magazines
You said "I liked you better when you were like me"
Awash with concurrence
I ask you to leave

You can hide
Running in circles
But you're still running away

This heart is black and tarred
But still, it's bеating
Adjust to digest shards
So it doesn't sting

You're still hеre
You're still running away
I can't despair if I haven't got the time
I can't repair if I haven't got the time
I can't depend on you
I can't depend on myself
I wish I could send you this letter...