Nicole May - All i have left

Tired of being the one always left behind
No one to talk to no one to talk to
Just like an outcast so misunderstood
Why would anyone love me
Nobody could

Never good enough no matter how hard I try
Reaching for the stars but they're too high
And now I'm sitting thinking
Staying sippin drinking
Never good enough no matter how hard I try

Living in the motions twisted emotions
Nothing left to lose so much to gain
Searching for a way out only just to bleed out
I'm all alone left out in the rain

All I have left is this drug induced reality
All I have left is this drug induced reality

Nеver known myself or my identity
Nеver had a purpose all of this is worthless
I'm just a ghost why can't you see me
All of my worth is locked under the surface

Never known myself or my identity
Never had a purpose all of this is worthless
I'm just a ghost why can't you see me
All of my worth is locked under the surface
Never good enough no matter how hard I try
Reaching for the stars but they're too high
And now I'm sitting thinking
Staying, sipping, drinking
Never good enough no matter how hard I try

All I have left is this drug induced reality