Rivilin - Bad taste
There’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
Your drowning at my thoughts, but i think that i know i’m alone
I know i’m something that you discard
Just like my father i was never fucking worth it in the end
My skins peeling off my fingertips
I think i’ve had i enough, i know that you wish i was dead
Twinkle little star
How could i ever reach this far
Won't you cut me up
Break me down and say i’m all yours
Manic depressed in the brain i’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking i’m insane
These walls are breathing all again i see thеse faces laugh in the еnd
At me and i think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
Breathing, changing, morphing me into something i hate
I can’t take it anymore man i wanna say that i’m ok but i’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday i feel like i’ve lost
Its ok, its ok, i never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
Lost where i wanted to be, lost what i wanted to see cause of you
Family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals i hate
Cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
Waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
That i have no faith in you, i don’t have faith in my own soul
Where i do go in this journey, where do i turn when the path just always ends
With you and me facing each other turning pages i can’t mend
All these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, i’ve lost again
There’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
Your drowning at my thoughts, but i think that i know i’m alone
I know i’m something that you discard
Just like my father i was never fucking worth it in the end
My skins peeling off my fingertips
I think i’ve had i enough, i know that you wish i was dead
★ sepha ★
Another 9 to the 5
Another break to the bottle
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab
I’m living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle
Head gains weight and strains
I’ll take a flight
From my brain
Medicate - play ur game
Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then i’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears
In demon hums
It treats my deer
To forest scum
Consumed by willing forces
Participate in clauses
2x
Alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme
Wake up
Get to fuck
Another day
Another grind
Fuck
★ rivilin ★
There’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
Your drowning at my thoughts, but i think that i know i’m alone
I know i’m something that you discard
Just like my father i was never fucking worth it in the end
My skins peeling off my fingertips
I think i’ve had i enough, i know that you wish i was dead
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Rivilin - Snuff Me Out
Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me How come i hate the ones i love, taking pills it’s not enough I’m so numb its a tragedy, hooked on a tendency Can’t get rid of these
Rivilin - Not Enough
{Rivilin} Shaking in your hand, not it won’t stop Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood What’s it like when you lose touch Waking in your bed, im the failure
Rivilin - Being Used
{rivilin} Change up where did i go wrong i just Messed up sinking all day long i’m just Sick of being used all wrong i’m just Watching myself waste all away
Rivilin - Bad taste
{rivilin} There’s something creeping down my bones I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home I don’t wanna know where you are Your drowning at
Rivilin - Timeless
Changing paths, I’m losing my way, all inside my dreams again I miss you baby girl so won’t you come and save my world I’m sick to death of being alone, what did I do, I was wrong My
Rivilin - Lucky
It's lucky that i'm gonna be here for a while I'm lucky that i just get to see you smile Cus it's been a long time now Still on the pills, yeah i'm fearing that
Rivilin - Control
{Chorus: Rivilin} It’s the sedatives, just an alternative Just a market price inside my soul, when did it become so competitive? Now I’m hesitant To let the ones I know
Rivilin - Carving This Hell
Wake alone on your shelf Fearing from this hell Medicated im losing balance Suffocating from myself Twisting pathways never seem to end Watching you work your way
Rivilin - FATIGUE
Rivilin: When i speak do i still disappoint you The walls they open up and i seem to sink through Shadows embracing me is this what i’ve come to be, just the empty hollow husk
Rivilin - SHALLOW
I don’t wanna feel this way Yeah, another bottle down, yeah liver fills with pain Taken from the words of a ghost I see you up against the wall sadness burning in my throat