​whxami - Fleur

I pull back from a bitch if she gone act like she giving a fuck about me because it'll end badly
Could never get too close when my hopes happy
My actions could go sporadic brake glass and put hole in cabinets
The fuck you look like pitying me
I'm writing songs of how i feel and how you pretend to be
Every friend i ever had fucked me over and yeah i mean every friend you drop a name i'll give you the stats bitch
I find myself in this place common i'm kinda amazed jotting about bettеr days i'm never found to engagе with
That's why i'm locked in the basement of my mind it got me caged in and locked for the night
I'm sick of telling people how much they forever meaning to me just to let em lead me on and fuck my head up even more than before
That's why i start to ignore whenever my fucking phone buzzing i just throw it to the floor
It keep ringing

Living in the past i forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that i miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what i spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what i been through
Way too much and when the day ends i don't feel like i'ma make it up out

Fall in love
You gambling with your sanity
My ex was whoring out to friends of me can't compare it
See her family is fucked and they clearly just ain't a fan of me
When parenting just sucks and you can't admit it apparently
Was tryna get my mind off the bitch when it finally ended
Got dmed and started talking to someone who i was friends with
Said i mean the world to her but words do just not connect
When you be ghosting seem like i ain't been meaning much to begin with
So fuck it i'm doing me
And soon it was you and me
I told you how i was feeling you had somebody you been with
Who isn't what i expected regardless of his intentions
It's fucking dumb i accept it
You strung me along and left me with this
False hope
A smaller but strong rope and i broke it
Cutting ties ain't nothing knew just go with the motions
So what the fuck is the point
If everyone i ever loved is faking it then enjoy your life without me

Living in the past i forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that i miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what i spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what i been through
Way too much and when the day ends i don't feel like i'ma make it up out
Living in the past i forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that i miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what i spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what i been through
Way too much and when the day ends i don't feel like i'ma make it up out