UrBn Zombie - How I Feel

★ verse 1 ★
I feel like that i can’t continue
I feel like that i will not fix this issue
I just feel like that i can’t decide
Depressing thoughts turn to suicide
I feel like that i will not be successful
Writin’ down my thoughts with my pad and pencil
Devil on my shoulder brainwashing me
And now, this is how i feel

★ chorus ★
This is, this is how i feel
Yeah that's right, this is how i feel
This is, this is how i feel
Yeah that's right, this is how i feel

★ verse 2 ★
I’ve been cooped up in this fuckin house
Surrounded by my thoughts. but they’re mainly doubt
Always think i’m writin’ really bad music
But my anxiety affects the way i use it
It’s been hard to get the motivation
And even when i do it has a small duration
Writer's block gives me a shitty deal
But this is how i feel

★ chorus ★
This is, this is how i feel
Yeah that's right, this is how i feel
This is, this is how i feel
This is how i feel

★ verse 3 ★
But my music ain’t the only thing that has been affectеd
My anxiety has always made me feel unprotеcted
From my thoughts i don’t trust, it’s like i’m stuck in a hole
Surrounded by my insecurities, i have no control
I’ve been dealing with this shit since the day i was seven
As the time would go by, my confidence would lessen
Never told anyone, and i regretted that since
Cuz all the days where i was calm are the days that i miss
I worry bout the little things in this world that we live in
Overthinkin’ the future from the thoughts i’ve been given
Feelin’ nervous as fuck, in this real life scene
As i watch the world crumble over covid 19
Man i wish my anxiety would just go away
So i could live inside this world in a happier way
Or at least i could control it and keep in concealed
Man, this is how i feel

★ chorus ★
This is, this is how i feel
Yeah that's right, this is how i feel
This is, this is how i feel
Yeah that's right, this is how i feel

★ spoken outro ★