Spook - Razor blade cuts

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I've been dancing in my room i do not keep the lights on
Because everytime i see you i feel like a ticking time bomb
But everytime we meet girl your switching up on me
Cause your a big catostrophe
And your saying this aint meant to be

My eyes are closed and my breath is hold
You be saying this and that but you wanna be bold
You be rushin everything but i wanna take it slow
I dont wanna be here i just wanna go home!

Everytime we talk i feel u dont see the real me
I cry alone inside my room and thats the harsh reality
I really only like you cause your fake ass personality
You made me fucking cut myself and thats just my mentality

I been grinding everyday im putting in this hard work
I can't feel my face and its laced with a fucking perc
I dont want to fuck but she started taking off her shirt
And if im being honest i dont really wanna get hurt

I just wanna stand up but i dont wanna be a prick
I just wanna disappear and say it was a magic trick
I see her at the school so i tell my mom im fucking sick
Im always wearing long sleeves because my wrists are fucking slit

My eyes are closed and my breath is hold
You be saying this and that but you wanna be bold
You be rushin everything but i wanna take it slow
I dont wanna be here i just wanna go home!

Everytime we talk i feel u dont see the real me
I cry alone inside my room and thats the harsh reality
I really only like you cause your fake ass personality
You made me fucking cut myself and thats just my mentality

Im putting you before myself first
I think i should start caring about my self worth
And i bottlе up emotions and i wait to burst
And im contemplating suicide dont know what's worsе

Put the razor to my skin and i'll fuckin let it bleed
You say you want someone bold so im taking up the lead
Your a narcissistic masochist nicotine fiend
I just wish we were together but it stays up in my dreams!

My eyes are closed and my breath is hold
You be saying this and that but you wanna be bold
You be rushin everything but i wanna take it slow
I dont wanna be here i just wanna go home!

Everytime we talk i feel u dont see the real me
I cry alone inside my room and thats the harsh reality
I really only like you cause your fake ass personality
You made me fucking cut myself and thats just my mentality
(she loves me, she loves me not)x4