​blacktoothed - Pulse

It’s piling up, then crashing down above my head
Oh what a mess i am when i can’t figure where i‘m at
And i welcome the familiar weight around my fighting heart
A steady companion to myself when i sleep in the dark
It’s like there’s something in the air

And i wish nobody should live like me
This is an unfulfilling life
I seek to turn it all around
‘cause everyday i hit the ground
And i wish somebody would set me free
But in the end i know that it’s on me
My head is going numb
I’m on the edge, what else to come?

I roll around, i lay face down and i am going mad
Oh what a mess, i try not to move, now i‘m feeling trapped
This night is only half was gone and i don‘t belong in here
I‘m walking on these street under black lights to get my conscience clear
It‘s like there‘s something in the air

And i wish nobody should live like me
This is an unfulfilling life
I seek to turn it all around
‘cause everyday i hit the ground
And i wish somebody would set me free
But in the end i know that it’s on me
My head is going numb
I’m on the edge, what else to come?
Solitude spreads within as the world lays down
The contentment i seek, so distant, so far gone
It’s a never ending nightmare of not being in control
Let me go, free my soul
Yeah it’s a never ending nightmare, i am losing the control
I’m feeling numb inside my body and nobody can relate

And i wish nobody should live like me
This is an unfulfilling life
I seek to turn it all around
‘cause everyday i hit the ground

Cold and hot at the same time
I can feel my pulse on a thin line
My blood is rushing through my head
Everytime i sink to bed